Friday, April 30, 2010

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps


Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps by Cake

You won't admit you love me
And so
How am I ever
To know
You only tell me
Perhaps perhaps perhaps
A million times I ask you
And then
I ask you over
Again
You only answer
Perhaps perhaps perhaps
If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't wanna' wind up
Being parted broken hearted
So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't dear
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
If you can't make your mind up
We'll never get started
And I don't wanna' wind up
Being parted, broken hearted
So if you really love me
Say yes
But if you don't, dear,
Confess
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

Yes or no, I dunno...


p/s: I thought of putting a cake picture, but I have cupcake picture only laa. Bedal lah...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Happening Penang!

Woahh...I was so excited updating my blog on little Ryan Iszkandar until I've forgotten to update on my previous Penang trip. Anyways, just to recap, I was being assigned by my boss to participate in Penang Career Fair at PISA Stadium, Penang.

Our flight last Friday was at 9.45 p.m. departed from LCCT. Thanks to my bro & his gf who helped us with the transportation. Thank you, Belon & Fiza! It was slightly a bumpy flight but Alhamdulillah, sampai dengan selamat. Took a cab and off to our hotel - B-Suite Hotel. Since it's a new hotel, so everything is still new and so nice and indeed SWEET! ;p Besides Career Fair, macam macam aktiviti ade! Malas nak bercerita panjang lebar kali ni, just nak attach the photos. ;)
Inilah harapan Mesiniaga - myself and dear Ayuniza! Thanks, Babe for accompanying me. ;)

B-Suite Hotel - Scweet! So spacious and I think we can shuffle & main pingpong! Cume Cafeteria dia je la turn off - macam kantin hospital! Tett..stop complaining Mudd..

Jom la keje kat Mesiniaga!! Best tau, sebab ada Mudd! Wakakakaka...

Kami telah ditindas & ditipu oleh peniaga di Penang!!! Ade ke dua2 breakfast ni RM 9.50!! Pepandailah dia menjawab di akhirat nanti! Tett!

These are the vacancies that we have in Penang!

Thanks to our Penang folks - Henry Dibble & Kak Yati :)

Dah penat bekerja, inilah masanya nak berjimba - seafood @ Hammer Bay! Super delicious! Thanks Elton!

Having dinner by the sea side!! Kat KL tak dapat kot.. ;p

We went to Queensbay Mall and bought 2 pairs of shoes each! Mine blue & white color - 4 inches please! Dan sekadar pose depan TGIF je ;p Pose tu diambil beberapa saat sebelum menaiki Taxi haha..!

Last day & last pose at PISA ;p


Program kat Penang tak habis lagi! We went to Gleneagles Medical Center to visit my colleague who just gave birth to a cute little baby boy!! What a double JOY for me last weekend! Congrats to Azu & Rizal!

COMEL KAN!! His name is Abdul..erm,nama seterusnya akan diberi pada hari Ahad ni. Sunnah katanya beri nama anak pada hari ke-7 selepas lahir? Yeke? ;p

Akhir kata penutup tirai, before off to Airport, Kak Yati & husband telah belanja kami makan Char Kuey Tiau yang sangat lazat near by PISA stadium! What a complete weekend!!

P/S: Anyways, our flight was delayed for half an hour due to bad weather and on Monday both of us was on leave ;p

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Dear Ryan Iszkandar...



My dearest Ryan Iszkandar,

I cried the very moment your Mummy told me she was pregnant.
I cried again on the day she said it was a boy.
And again I cried when Mama called to inform that she heard you screaming.

I love you so much little Ryan Iszkandar.
I love you unconditionally.
I promise.

Love,
Auntie Mudd

p/s: Ryan, your Auntie Mudd is very de 'cenggeng' you know. ;p

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Welcome my lil Ryan....

When Mama called me up to confirm that she just heard Ryan's voice crying out loud from the labour room,Alhamdulillah! but..woahh....I cannot hold my tears anymore...though I was in Coffee Bean, Queensbay Mall, Penang...People gave me the weird look...My tears was like non-stop for a few minutes.. I wish am in Cheras.. I wish am in Cherassssss! Babe, congratulations! I can't wait to be home...to be with YOU... to be with my lil RYAN....I want to go home NOW....



p/s: am imagining, Tasya & Ryan playing together......... :)

Friday, April 23, 2010

when SENGAL turned SWEET..

Malam tadi was my malam-malam yang 'sengal'..So, I've been trying to sleep with a broken heart, handphone pun campak jauh-jauh, tak ngantuk-ngantuk jugak. Pegi on broadband to online the internet, was checking my facebook, bosan & nothing interesting, otak tengah pikir lain ni. Suddenly at 1 am, ketika tengah melayan perasaan, handphone yang dicampak kira-kira sedepa dari kedudukan, telah berdering! Berdering nada yang lain dari biasa! Lagu Cheryl Cole - Fight For this Love!!! Alamak! Kelam kabut tenggiling dibuatnyer mengejar handphoneku! The person that I've been waiting this whole week, called me up! Ni baru betul Penantian Satu Penyeksaan! Lokasi? Mc Donald, Ampang Park..Korang rase, I was driving berhemah, or merempit? ;p Tortise-tortise on the boat pretend-pretend don't know. Merempit! Biase, bro! Sambil drive terpikir, nak cakap ape ye karang? Kata nak jumpa sangat ni blank la pulak! But this person did mentioned dia tak boleh stay lama. ;( Don't care lah. Just for a while pun takpe. The moment I've made U-turn in front of KLCC, jantung rase macam nak pecah...perlu CPR!!!!I've parked my car and text this person. Okey, tak la sebaik tu, I've texted this person while finding the parking. Okey, mengaku! Ya, Allah bedebar sangat ni buat ape? Rilek la bukan jumpe mak mertua! KNOCK KNOCK! I smiled back to that person. Though only for half an hour, keadaan menjadi tenang..and I've found the tranquilizer..And the never ending story begins...



p/s: Aku dah kamu takkan tahu, mengapa kita tak berpisah, walau kita takkan pernah satu.. -Biar Menjadi Kenangan by Masaki Ueda & Reza-

Thursday, April 22, 2010

small + small + small = BIG ISSUES

For the past few weeks, it was the most challenging weeks for me! It really put me to test - physically, mentally & emotionally! Worst, the highlight of the week is this week whereby all of the unexpected & 'not according to plan' thingy are smashing to my face simultaneously!!! I feel like I cannot take it ANYMORE. I've had ENOUGH! Despite of preparing 2 dozens of offer letters, which I've been screaming in my heart last week, there's other thing contributing to this unbearable feelings. Nevertheless, yesterday was the last day for me to prepare all the offer letters as my dear colleague is back already to take over her job back. Thanks Elwa! However, the 'torture' is not over yet. To flashback a bit, at first I really look forward to welcoming this week as there were so many so called 'great' agenda lining up for me until I got overexcited! Well, next time jangan terbang terlalu tinggi & berenang terlalu dalam. So what was the mess? Here you go...

Perfidious Promises
Supposedly, this week I should be meeting up with my very long lost friend who will be coming over for a week and this person promised to meet me up to hang-out with me no matter what! The last time I met this person was July last year. Heaven knows how much I want to meet up with this person! This person ' touched down' to KL last Monday and will be around until Friday. Taking the days for granted, I thought I can meet this person up any of the days. Anyhow, due to inevitable circumstances, the 'appointment' been postponed until today! I cannot lie to myself how frustrated I feel at this point of second! This person promised me already! Though at first I didn't put any high hopes but this person PROMISED ME! This person promise me from the start! I've bought this person some souvenirs as a token! Hey, that is not the big deal here. The part that this person has committed to MEET ME UP - that is the BIGGEST DEAL! Bak kata Isabella Swan from New Moon " It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest."Sigh.. Guess I have to wait for 'Eclipse' to meet this person up I guess. Pasrah..


mudd= frustration=mudd

Tripped Trip
In my company, my department with another department will be organizing a trip to Pulau Perhentian which I was supposedly will be going to join all of them. Originally their plan was to Melaka and the date that they've been proposing was clashing with most of my colleagues available time including myself! Then during our last and the only committee meeting, they've decided to postpone this trip to Wesak Day, and changed the location to Kota Kinabalu. Woohooo! It stirred my feelings to hear the location that we're going! However, after a couple of days, my colleague told me that she overheard the other committee spoken to each other that the location changed to Pulau Perhentian and they've decided to go on the days that am not available! Dumbfound. What's the point of forming a committee and yet you were deciding among yourselves!! The part that I was wrathful the most was when none of them, the so called committee members, communicate with me to inform that due to budgetary issues, they need to change the plan and unable to commit the trip on Wesak Day. Am not deaf for goodness sake - you may call me up at my extension. Am not even blind or illiterate - you are most welcome to send me an email! Yes, it's not my rezeki to go but have courtesy to inform me. If not as a friend, at least as a colleague. So called sisters, bull....

Pening Penang
Reason being for not being able to go to Pulau Perhentian? Well, I've been assigned to another Pulau - Pulau Pinang. My company is participating in a 'Career Fair' in PISA Stadium. As such, I have to coordinate this 2 Days event together with my Subang Jaya & Penang colleague. Everything went smooth, despite sakit hati with another Pulau trip. I've been trying to take everything positively. Guess all 'positive air' have been contaminated and turned negative somehow. It started with my Subang Jaya colleague unable to join due to her daughter been admitted to hospital. Indeed it was not her fault at all. She gave me quite ample time for me to make the necessary on changing the passenger's name for our flight. I called up "Now Everyone can Fly" to their new premium number which cost RM 1.95 per minute and trying to solve the issues. From noon until after office hour, I've been talking to their officers - Jacob, Max, Diego, John, Anna, Jeya and last but not least Rajes! What a hassle! I've been using my kesabaran tahap ke-8!! I don't give a damn of paying the penalty fees but what took you guys so long to just change the passenger's name and keep on putting me on hold for more than 15 minutes? Nevertheless, thank God that everything is settled! Warghhh.....


I feel like want to KICK SOMEONE!!

TICKETS oh TICKETS
Last two weeks I've received a letter from a training provider that they're giving out 5 complimentary tickets for this upcoming National Achievers Congress for my company. I've accepted their offers and started to look for potential participants to attend this event. So difficult to get their commitment, only 4 tickets taken. As I've emailed all of participants details to the respective training provider, he replied promising to post all tickets by last Monday. Today is already Thursday, and the event is tomorrow at 9.00 a.m. Though, yesterday I've emailed them. Again, they promised to rectify the issues. To-date, no news on the tickets. Tak sedap hati I sent them another email this morning, to get their updates. Guess what, they promised to give me a call back on the issues. I gave a call to the training provider and as expected, he promised to get his colleague to call me! Well, nobody call me!!! I assumed that all of the participants can just register their names upfront tomorrow at the registration counter. I'm assuming. Some of the participants was quite concerned on the registration procedure, care to give a call and I was telling them my assumption. From been calling up to nobody calling me up, I felt so tired and packed my stuff to get ready to go home. As I drove halfway slightly before taking the fly-over to Federal Highway, I received a call from the training provider telling me that none of the participants registered in their systems. After squabbling professionally and politely, I turned my car back to my office! After sending a few SMSes, emails and some callings.
Everything been sorted out! And it seems that the tickets was with one of the participants! They don't even have courtesy to give me a call or email me that they've sent the tickets to so and so. Warrgggghhh!

I feel like crying now, well I was crying just now Sigh. Am tired, so tired.


I just cannot bear it anymore...

p/s: Now, I may go home in peace.....

Monday, April 19, 2010

Mudd the Scattered Brain???

A friend of mine told me that...am a Scattered Brain...so I went to google it..and I found quite a good article to help those who have this syndrome...Obviously to help ME!

Taming the Scatter Brain By Lori Radun

Do you ever feel like you are going in a hundred different directions but not really going anywhere? Maybe you run upstairs to do something, only to forget what you were going to do. You start doing something else, and then abandon that project when you think of something else that needs to be done. Perhaps you're busy all day but have nothing to show for your busyness. This is what I call "The Scatter Brain Syndrome", or in layman's terms, lack of focus.

hmm, maximum lack of focus I guess..

The Scatter Brain Syndrome happens to all of us, but fortunately there are some quick fixes to this challenge.

Have a Specific Plan for Each Day
Before you begin your day, know exactly what you want to accomplish and what's on your agenda. Pretend your day is over and ask yourself what you need to feel like you had a productive and focused day. What is most important to you for this particular day only?

Tula, on & off to write me "TO DO LIST.. "Asyik buat list je....tp buatnyer tak... haih..

Pick 3 or 4 Tasks/Activities from your "To Do" List
Many of us have a huge ongoing "to do" list we work from. We add tasks to it at a much faster rate than we delete them. Looking at a large list can be distracting and overwhelming; this will interfere with your ability to focus. Pick 3 or 4 tasks you would like to focus on for the day and write them on a separate piece of paper, on a white board, an index card, in your planner or some other place that is separate from your big list. Focus ONLY on those tasks for the day.

Aisemen, so the "TO DO LIST" need to be prioritized then. Cita-cita terlalu tinggi, konon nak siapkan semua sekali..haihh TAMAK....

Minimize Distractions
Everything and everyone is fighting for our attention. If you are trying to finish something, and the phone rings, don't answer it, unless it is an important phone call. If you can't screen your phone calls, learn to tell people you are in the middle of something and you'll call them back. Save television and internet surfing as rewards for completing the tasks you want to do. Use a timer to let small children know when you will be available to play, talk to them while you're finishing a task, or get them involved.

Aiyo, am in HR ma.. How to avoid picking up phones? TAK setuju..Hmm, no wonder IS dept freeze our Facebook & other entertainment website.. Sebabkan pekerja like myself la....wakakakakaka....

Stop Multi-tasking
You might be proud of the fact that you can multi-task; I know I was, but multi-tasking keeps your brain going in too many directions. Start and finish a task before you move on to the next one.

Herm......tapi banyak kejee....Ish bagi excuses lagi...But actually boleh je buat mcm tu...herm..

Take Breaks
I know; you probably think you don't have time to take breaks, but what if it made you more focused and productive? During your five to ten minute breaks, spend some time meditating and clearing your mind. Don't sit and think about all the things you need to do. Relax and let your mind rest.

Kita minum dulu!!! Or update blog ke...gagagaaa..(teetttt!after office hour please!)

Minimize Stress
Stress can create a scattered brain so you need to find ways to minimize it. The two best natural antidotes to stress are sleep and exercise. When you are tired, your coping mechanisms get weak. My doctor has always told me that exercise is the best natural antidepressant on the market.

Herm.. I do excercise.....futsal.. but lack of sleep.. Aisemen....!

Add Fish Oil to Your Diet
Adding Omega 3's to your diet has significant health benefits. Fish oil has long been considered by doctors around the world to be one of the most effective remedies for many health related issues, including depression, improving memory and concentration, as well as ADHD. You can read more about the benefits of fish oil on Dr. Barry Sears's website.

Aisemen, kalau take soya with Lecithin should be okay kan?

Keep an Accomplishment Journal
Sometimes it feels like we have The Scatter Brain Syndrome, when in reality, we've accomplished more than we think. At the end of your day, keep a journal of everything you did that day.

An accomplishment journal helps you focus on what you did do, instead of what you didn't. Put your energy in the right place and give yourself the credit you deserve.

Journal...penat nak tulis..type je la.. ;p Or I just tick next to the "TO DO LIST, "and put ACCOMPLISHED.

A scatter brain does not mean you are doomed to a life of forgetfulness, lack of productivity or concentration. It probably means you're pretty normal, but you may need to try some new antidotes to The Scatter Brain Syndrome.

Chaiyok....I am beutiful.. no matter what they said........ ;p But yes... there's always room for improvement for me..

Copyright © 2008 Lori Radun, CEC


focus..focus...focus...smpai juling..gagagaa

Doaku Terjawab



Aku minta KEKAYAAN agar aku bahagia
Namun Dia memberi KEKURANGAN agar aku bijaksana

Aku minta KUASA agar aku dipuja sesama
Namun Dia memberi KELEMAHAN agar aku bergantung padaNya

Aku minta SEGALA SESUATU agar aku MENIKMATI KEHIDUPAN
Namun Dia memberi KEHIDUPAN agar aku MENIKMATI SEGALA SESUATU

Aku minta KESIHATAN agar aku MENGERJAKAN YANG LEBIH BESAR
Namun Dia memberi ANUGERAH agar aku MENGERJAKAN YANG LEBIH BAIK

Aku TAK SELALU memperoleh apa yang aku minta
Namun doaku SELALU TERJAWAB


p/s: I've received this email on 14th December 2006. Nevertheless, every time I read it, I feel so blessed & grateful..Alhamdulillah..

Saturday, April 17, 2010

From My Body with Love

Hey, Hey.. Am still in the office.. just done 14 offer letters! Yayyy!!! It was raining heavily outside. Thank god Acu is around to accompany me. I've been in the office since 10 a.m. And.. what's the time now? Alah baru pukul 7.15 p.m. Huaaaaaaaaaaaa.......! Tiba-tiba dapat memo berbunyi begini....


Okay, okay...Let's go off to Acu's place to watch Man U vs Man C!!!!! Go Man U! Go Man U!! Too bad Acu is supporting Man C.. Tak habis-habis memuja 'si Pendek' a.k.a Carlos Teves...Okay Body, lets go home.....to Acu's...... How I wish I can sleeeeeppp for the rest of my weekend...to qada' back all of my energy...How I wish.....



If only somebody would hold me till I sleep......

p/s: dear body, so sorry to 'abuse' you...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

need extra STRENGTH.....

My day in office was so hectic. I'm covering up my colleague's workload. She's on leave for almost half-month. Selamat pengantin baru, wak! Now am juggling with 2 jobs-Training & Recruitment. At this moment, I feel like I need more than 10hours in the office hehe. I've been staying back in my office for the past few weeks. Thank God tonight is my Futsal night! I need to kick a ball! I need to scream! Laughing out loud! As if all this while am not laughing in the office..8 harkat tuu.. ;p But seriously..To certain extent just now, I feel like going off for a vacation!I feel like want to screammmm....warrrgh!


I need a break!

Actually, I have lots of pending offer letters to be issued.I'm taking a break kejap. Later I'm going off to HTO for Futsal. Yayyyyy..... Thinking of Futsal makes me happy but to think back of my pending jobs...uuurghhhhhh...Training portion haram tak sentuh! I came this morning with my heels. Now am on my Crocs Sandal. It's flat and easy to speed anytime anywhere. Nak naik turun tangga lagi..Berjasa sungguh sandal ni. Protecting my leg anytime, anyplace.Tapi penah kena sound dengan boss for not wearing proper shoes..oops..Which reminds me that I need to look for new office shoes.Alamak seluar slack pun nak kena cari.. New Kemeja.. *sigh*


Thank you dear cwocks

Anyways, kat mana-mana keje pun semua ade cabaran & rintangan. Kalau keje semua nak senang je, bukan hidup namanya. After all, my colleague will be back by next week. Hopefully, she's not in 'honeymoon' mood. hahhahaha...


Relax...Relax......

p/s: I must be very GRATEFUL. Alhamdulillah....

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

The Incomplete..

sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

Pergi by Aizat

Monday, April 12, 2010

Own Mind vs Own Flesh

...When my mind is willing but my flesh is not.....
what should i do...

1. Reflection
Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself
~
George Bernard Shaw
~


2. REVISIT MY DREAM

I have had dreams, and I have had nightmares. I overcame the nightmares because of my dreams.

~Dr. Jonas Salk~





3.FOCUS ON MY STRENGTH
Greatness lies not in being strong, but in the right use of strength
~Henry Ward Beecher~



4.WILLING TO CHANGE
If you want things to be different, perhaps the answer is to become different yourself.
~Norman Vincent Peale~


5.TAKE ACTION
Rather than thinking "if and when", start doing, take action, stop talking about "if and when".
~Catherine Pulsifer~




6. PRAY & BELIEVE
Call on me; I will answer your (Prayer)...
The Holy Quran [40:60)


p/s: If you can be a blessing to somebody else, you’re sowing a seed for Allah to help you. Amin.
Insyaallah.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Hard Times....


p/s: i will have the good time that i want.. amin..insyaallah....

Friday, April 9, 2010

Complete vs Finished




People say there is no difference between
COMPLETE & FINISH.
But there is a difference.

When you love the right one you are COMPLETE.
&
When you love the wrong one you are FINISHED!



p/s: to love is to risk not being loved in return ;p



Thursday, April 8, 2010

Okay Issues

I’m okay. I think am okay. It is okay to think that am okay though am not okay. People might think that I’m not okay but am actually okay. I can pretend that am okay but my heart not okay. But when my heart is not okay I cannot pretend to be okay. Though it is okay to fake that am okay, but I can never fake that my heart is okay when it is not okay. Keep on saying that I’m okay will not make my heart okay. People would ask me “Are you okay?” I can always reply “I’m okay.” People cannot see the fact whether am okay or not okay. “Is it okay if we just be friend?” he said. What choice I would say, of course “Okay.” When I say I am not okay. You’re friend would reply, “But you look okay.” You might be okay now, not okay later. Or not okay now, not okay later. I just want to say okay, so that people stop worrying whether am okay or not okay. People tend to come to you when you are okay. But people don’t feel okay to comfort you when you’re really not okay. I’m okay being single. But I am not okay being alone. Is it okay just being okay? “I don’t think am okay to help you,” she said. I said, “Never mind, it’s okay.” Sometimes, my heart is okay but my mind is not okay. At times, physically okay but heart is never okay. Keep on saying to your self “I’m okay, I will be okay, and I can be okay.” People said “But both of you look so okay together.” I also thought that both of us look okay together. But he never thinks that we’re okay to be together. Sometimes he thinks we’re okay to be together, but I think “Hell not okay, we’re together!” Okay today doesn’t mean okay tomorrow, okay tomorrow doesn’t mean okay yesterday. Now after reading these okay issues, people might think I’m not okay but actually am okay. Or maybe people would think “Oh oo, she’s really not okay!” I’m okay if people think I’m not okay. The most they would say that I might be okay one fine day. Guess it is okay to be not so okay first before you’re really okay. But what if you will never be okay from the not okay? Will okay wins over the not okay? How okay is your okay? I’m not okay but it is okay I’m okay. You say you will be okay if I am okay but why am not okay when you’re okay. You’ve taken my okay for your okay. I’ve given my okay to let you be okay. Sometimes you will permanently be okay and I might permanently not okay. Am I really okay when I say, “Okay, Fine. I’ll be okay.” It’s okay to stop being okay so that people know that I’m not okay. But how long to show to people that I’m not okay? How long I would say I okay to the fact that I am never okay? You think by thinking I’m okay will slowly switch to the not okay to okay? I think these okay issues will always be the issues whether you’re okay or not okay.

p/s: Okay, what are the actual issues here? I’m okay or I am not okay?

We Reap What We Sow

I've received this email from one of my dear friend. Actually, there's a story behind all these phrases. But I just post this part.....


If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.


But

If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.


p/s: I don't want to reap loneliness & wrinkles.......

My Breakfast today..YUMMY!

Simple to make & yummy to eat.
Just buy a box of salad (in K4, it cost RM4.29) , Gardenia Wholemeal Bread + Sapuan Kurang Lemak ;p
I made my breakfast this morning. Sanggup tu..hehe..Alaaa..simple pun...


Tadaaa....


Bismillahhh....Ngappp.....


Hasil dari Rakusan sebentar tadi..Alhamdulillah ;p

p/s: khalisa, aku buatkan ko nex wik, Insyaallah! Layan..

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

M.A.D.ness Mudd..

Our Recreational Club in my office will be organizing the Appreciation Day. Since I'm part of the committee member, punyalah nak tangkap muat model for their teaser.. As usual, ni la muke bidan-bidan terjun jadi model tak sengaje. The Corporate Comms pasted the poster in all of our lifts! Giler kentang! Seriously MAD and funny! They took our photo for the 1st poster yesterday. Inilah hasilnya....





Lepas je tampal poster ni, terus semua IM la, call la, SMS la.. wow.. baru jadi 'artis' peringkat office.. gagagagagaaaaa... Then today, they revealed the meaning of M.A.D to all of our staff. Yuslan tertouch up lelebeh la pulak my lips. It's a fake lipstick. I dah kata jangan buat ape2..Degil! Anyways, the 2nd teaser is for our online company portal. Beginilah rupanya...


Lepas aje they shoot the email, lagi parah, IM, email, SMS sambung jadi hotline. Asal bertembung dengan other staff kat lift or elsewhere, smua menggayakan 'aksi' diriku di dalam poster.Pergh, gilakk ahh..Sib baik tak boleh post dalam Youtube. Nanti jadi mcm iklan tu..TM eh?Ape ntah..Penat nak reply fan mails..Ghahahahaha.....

What a day!

p/s: Glamer sesaat!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Being Single - The 'touchy' Song

Accidentally listening to this song just now..... The lyrics touched my heart.......

Munajat Cinta By The Rock

Malam ini ku sendiri
Tak ada yang menemani
Seperti malam-malam
Yang sudah-sudah
Hati ini selalu sepi
Tak ada yang menghiasi
Seperti cinta ini
Yang s’lalu pupus

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku
Kekasih yang baik hati

Yang mencintai aku
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p/s: He's somewhere out there, in the meantime, let's live my life to the fullest...Amin.. :)

Monday, April 5, 2010

NAC is just around the corner....

It seems that National Achiever Congress (NAC) 2010 is in two-weeks time - 23rd to 25th April 2010. Honestly, though am not a 'gung-ho' NAC perticipants, but I've bought the NAC 2010 ticket last year as I attended the NAC 2009. Back then the speakers were Robert Kiyosaki, Kim Kiyosaki, and many other speakers.

However, as for this year's NAC, sadly to inform that I'm unable to join, though I've bought the ticket! I'm going off to Penang for work-related trip. *Sigh* Should anyone wants to buy the ticket, do let me know. The ticket price is RM 410.00 (If you buy now, the price is RM 650.00). Too bad for me! Sob..Sob..Sob..

I'm not a very business minded person, but by attending this kind of event, it helps to expand myself on the business mindset, some motivational talks and perhaps business opportunity too? But frankly speaking, I was 'drowning' in some of their topics. Especially when they were talking about stocks, Bonn, etc. Tett..The number you've dialed is not available....

But I remembered the most interesting topic, that catches my attention was given by Emi Kiyosaki (Robert's sister and currently her name changed to Tenzin Kacho). She is now a Tibetan nun, involves in hospice work where she talks to people facing death. And she's totally different from her brother. She's a very soft spoken person. She mentioned on the 3 common regrets from a dying person. They are:

  1. Regret for not taking a leap/lead your life when you have the opportunity
  2. Regret that they didn’t forgive or love someone
  3. Regret that they didn’t speak out/communicate with others
So true, so true, so deep and worth sharing....


p/s:
I copied other quote which I found in somebody's post with regards to this common regrets.

It goes like this,

"And to add to this, over a conversation with a dear friend, she told me: When you die, it’s irrelevant to argue over where to put the table, who is right, who’s wrong.

"Someone asked me, are you afraid of dying? Of course everyone is afraid in one way or another. But my fear which is my biggest drive is this: ”I do not wish to realize when I die, that I had not lived. “"

Because, really, everything is irrelevant after you die.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Being Single - The Priceless Part

Supposedly this morning, I have to go to my cousin's wedding in Shah Alam. Unfortunately, I've been 'jogging' to the toilet since 5 a.m, and 3rd round at 9.00 a.m. I was so weak. Thank god, my bro Nabil & his girlfriend attended the event. As far as I remembered, I didn't eat anything last nie. Just the shisha. herm.
I put Minyak Yu Yi cap limau on my stomach & my feet, put on socks, pull my blanket and continue to sleep. Sedar-sedar, it was already 2pm!! Aiyoo! But I felt much better. Perut sudah kurang sakit tetapi sudah tambah berbunyi-bunyi. Am starving!

Dengan segera mandi-manda dan bersiap. Bersiap? Tapi tak tau nak pegi mana. Try hantar message to Mod asking her out for lunch. She had hers already. Tak tau nak buat ape. Apelagi bukak Facebook la. Suddenly, I saw my auntie commented on my yesterday's status. Reply punya reply, she invited me to come over to her house for a Tea. She asked me to buy some wholemeal bread & mineral water. Weww~ merempit sepantas kilat ke Gombak dengan jayanya! Thank god MRR2 gave me full cooperation. I arrived about half an hour later and my lovely auntie have boiled the eggs. Immediately he squashed the egg, add a little bit of pepper, spread some butter on the bread & done! Ready to be eaten! Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim! Ngapp...


Nampak sedap kan? Seriously sangat sedap!

Yummy! I ate 2 sets of the sandwiches! This egg sandwiches - to cover my breakfast, lunch & dinner. Siap tapau bawak balik the balance too. Lepastu pekena my coffee! Heaven! Though, my auntie said it was just a sandwich, but it was made by my loved ones, air tangan seorang auntie who really cares about you and who always there for you though not physically, erm... 'facebookally' ;p Well, since am her eldest niece who's still single, therefore, I received full attention from her. lalalalala~


Pekena my coffee with sandwich, memang laju je makan ;p

How many niece still being pampered by their aunties? Only single niece would have that kind of opportunity. And this experience is priceless! Thank you dear Auntie Muss! I heart you!

p/s: moral of the story, the issue is not being single, the issue is how you live your single life and choose to be happy & be thankful of what you are! Alhamdulillah!