Relax....

Yeahh, I need to relax.....

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p/s: Before talking : connect the TONGUE to the BRAIN

Panic Button

My issues now is having difficulties to determine when to press my 'panic button'. Can I have a less dramatic life? Not easily panic...Be cool and able to analyze the real situation first? I almost had a minor 'heart attack' just now, for what? For nothing serious.... Pfffttt... Come to think of it, I realized that all this while, I have this one problem, which I thought it was nothing, I easily get shocked or frightened or terrified. As  simple as people patting my shoulder. Not too sure whether this thing contributes to my panic issues and though it seems so common, even I myself thought that it was nothing. Until what happened today, I sort of turned numbed and blurred, and worst, I feel pain in my chest. My blood was rushing to my face, my heart was beating very, very fast and I was sort of feverish. We've heard some people would say that we would easily get fever when they were in shocked. *sigh* 

The simple issues today, was just the simple 'P/S' issues but I fail to get the other party to understand the reason I've been so panicked just now, cause I just panicked and 'burst' everything. I failed to get my message across. If I asked nicely, things would have been better. I think. I keep on "Why..why..why.." =_=" Until he said, "Are you done?" Aiyak, luckily he's not my boss, if not, my job will be at stake.  I think...again.. =_=" As much as he really wanted to scream at me, he didn't......Thank you T_T I was the one screaming just now.. Warghhhhh~ Am sorry... I really am.... but the issues settled.. but..I don't feel good... Hmm~

Seriously, I think this is quite serious =_=" I think I really need to control this....panic-stricken issues..  The problem is, I don't know how. How to pause for a while and give myself some space to think before act. Is there any course that allows me not to respond or reply in panic condition? I need to learn to stop and think, pause and analyze, if you know what I mean? To better be safe that regret? Of what I might have done or said? Haihhhh~ Or am I being dramatic now?? I cannot distinguish it myself!

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A Date With My Mom...

"Ha awak teman la Umi, rugi satu bilik tu dah bayar pun..." Ye, itu adalah kali yang kesekian kalinya, Umi ajak teman dia pegi Family Day ofis dia... =_=" Bukan taknak pegi, the next daynya my Aunt a.k.a her younger sister akan berangkat ke Mekah. Tapi, demi Umi, Ha turutkan. Gerak dari Gombak around 3.00 p.m. Highway was so smooth and by the time we arrived simpang masuk Janda Baik, cuaca masih terang. :) So, tak lah spooky sangat. Tapi yang menjadi masalahnya, balik karang. Umi has decided to balik KL on the same night, so that we can send my Auntie to Tabung Haji at 6.00 a.m the next day. Hermm~

Dah kat dalam Janda Baik tu, sepanjang perjalanan Umi akan cakap, "Kita ni dah sesat jalan, Ha.." "Tak laaaa ade depan tu." Tak pun titibe pulak rasa tak yakin & tiba-tiba tanya Umi, "Ye kot, kita dah sesat, Umi.." Tapi setiap kali masing-masing berada dalam 'kesesatan' tu, logo 'HAWA Resort, 5KM' akan kelihatan. =_=" Umi pun dah naik bosan, "Dari tadi 5KM je, Ha.." Pemanduan berhemah diteruskan, maklumlah, jalan Janda Baik ni banyak liku, tu pun ada jugak yang merempit. Cet..  Sekali sekala, Umi nyaris heart attack sebab, 'driver' suke-suke hati stop kereta, and at times I didn't stop my car pun.. sebab nak amik gamba.. Ehehehe~ Well, as I said again and again, paparazzi is my middle name.. :P Dan akhirnya sampai ke destinasi!!! Alhamdulillah~

The place is not that bad, very clean! I like :) The sound of the river, fresh air, away from the hustle and bustle of the city life. Ewah~ Sampai-sampai, harus berposing :) My mom jenuh melayan anak dia bergambar. "Umi, kejap jom pose." "Umi, jom amik gamba." "Umi, tak bergambar kat sini lagi." "Umi....."  Hahaha...Anyways, the event organizer have prepared some refreshments for tea time - bubur kacang, roti, tempeyek, etc. Nasi campur pun! =_="

I love our room! Not too big, not too small, not too spooky, just nice! Hahaa... My mom went inside the room first, while I was taking the photo of the name of our room - Gaharu. Sudah gaharu cendana pula... :P As I opened the door, my mom has given her best pose... =_=" Errrr... "Ha, amik gamba Umi, Ha..." Wow, she's easily influenced. Hahahaa...Toilet on our right, and bathroom on our left. Yeah, I like this room :) Too bad we didn't stay as we had to go back to Gombak that same night, to send my Aunt to Tabung Haji the next morning. As early as 6.30 a.m.  x_x Well, lucky am 'Alonso' wannabe :)

 

Nevertheless, we managed to join their 'grand' event - dinner and lucky draw. Got the opportunity to solat Maghrib berjemaah and the musolla is sooo clean.. How I determine the cleanliness?? Because I couldn't find any lizard 'poop' anywhere, be it in our room or in musolla itself. Huhuhu... Or maybe there's no lizard at that place at all? O_o Impossible!

Each family will get one table, imagine if my mom going alone? She'll be sitting alone on her own!!Luckily, I've accompanied her.........T_T Dramatic, as if she cannot mingle around. The organizer gave us some fruits for each table, so classic.. Hahaha... The lucky draw prizes was not that bad and the best part everyone, staff only,  would have the opportunity to win one. Owh, lucky them... They also celebrated birthday 'babies' from October to December, lump sum!! Hahaha.. There were five cakes to be cut... While I was busy taking some photos, suddenly, I saw my mom do some writing and I wonder, what is she doing? Owh, then I realized that she needs to give the opening speech later! I think that was the first time, or maybe second time, I saw her giving speech. Once she started to 'talk,' not so easy to get her to 'stop.' Hahaha.. Like mother, like daughter? :) Though it was raining during the day, that night, the event went well, Alhamdulillah.

Throughout the event, I've been trying to 'self-take' our photos using my android.  I think I've taken 10-15 photos. =_=" But the 'self-taken' photo was not so nice. "Senget!!"  "Tangan awak halang la, ha" "Alaa, goyanggg..." "Alaaa, gelappp!" "Cuba pose belah sini pulak...."  Grrrrrrr........ I think we've caught one of my mom's staff attention. Bet he's tired seeing  us 'pose and error' Wakakakakaka~ He came to us and said, "Puan, biar saya amikkan gambalah..." =_=" Dan inilah hasilnya.. :) Kan senang!! 

Well I guess this mini 'teambuilding' with my mom, went so well :) Alhamdulillah...

p/s: But I've made my own conclusion that I can't live next to the river, it will trigger my sinus and I've been coughing and coughing..... How to stay in UK then... :P

Me Sox, Your Sox..

Every time I got the chance to babysit the two munchkins, they will make sure I would read them story books. Last night, I had to read not one or two but four story books for them :) It's common for me to wear my sleeping socks, but Caca decided to wear her socks too. Ryan was not interested to wear one....Then we pose... and pose.. and pose... well.. just our socks... haha... 

  

p/s: Huhu... I heart, kidney, lung them so muah!