We're in Support Malaysian Heroes Page!!!!! Wow, and our photo being edited some more. I like!!! Well, my hand phone is not smart enough to do such thing okay , that's why am so excited. Huuuu~ Thank you very much Nadiah Khoo! So, guys! Let's support this page and support them in our own way :) I re-quoted this from Arwah Azrul's sister status in FB, "Kita berjuang dengan cara kita!!" :) Insya Allah. May Allah bless all of us. Amin :)
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Monday, April 15, 2013
Support Our Malaysian Heroes!
I've been bugging my colleague down at the reception since last week! "Ain, ade parcel tak untuk kita?" "Hari ni ade parcel tak?" "Ain, ade parcel tak?" "Ade parcel tak?" "Awak rase parcel tu sampai hari ni tak?" I think Ain was seriously annoyed with me :P So this week I thought to keep calm and collected and decided not to disturb Ain. But around 11.30 a.m I've received Ain's phone call and I was screaming as if I've won a grand prize lucky draw :P Huuuuu~ Despite receiving another parcel bit later, it's okay. I can't wait for the clock to struck 5.30 p.m.!! It's time to open the parcel and time to strike a pose! Owh, well. I'm so #camwhore they said. Lalalaa~ So... we took some photos....
The price is RM 45. For more details about this t-shirt, please visit this blog or like Support Malaysian Heroes page in Facebook. Seriously, I do not actually know the blogger a.k.a the admin for the page. I knew one of her friend whom I happened to meet during my last trip in Mabul. But seeing her and her sister seriously and enthusiastically so into this t-shirt for fund rising, hey, why not I support them and my friend too. Okay, if anyone interested to buy this t-shirt, do let me know or you can get in touch with the Admin directly.
Somehow, their spirit triggered me to submit my Mercy volunteer application today, submit by hand. I've been keeping that application since February...... So, we shall see..
Thank you Nadiah Khoo. You do not know me and I do not know you. :) Hahah.. How strange! Eh, Thank you to Achai too..:)
So, Hey! Support Our Malaysian Heroes, ya!
p/s: Al-fatihah kepada pewira negara yang gugur ketika berjuang.
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Tuesday Tuning To....
CeeLo Green Featuring Lauriana Mae - Only You [Official Video]
I
started a war and I landed on my own sword
Wish I could take those stupid things I said
How could I be so foolish
I called out to God but the devil keeps answering
I'm trying every little remedy I can
But this is all just bullshit
When everybody says, time will clean up this mess
But only you, only you...
Only you can make it better put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal... only you
I'm dressing my wounds but blood it keeps soaking through
Yeah I cut just a little bit too deep
And I feel so dizzy
I pick up my phone and throw it against the wall
And I cry like a baby in my sleep
Without you, with me
When everybody says, time will clean up this mess
But only you, only you...
Only you can make it better
Put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal...
Only you can make me smile in the pouring rain
And you can take the hurt right out of my pain
I know I can try to fill the space inside
With somebody else but there's no use
But only you, only you...
Only you can make me better
Put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal...
Only you
Wish I could take those stupid things I said
How could I be so foolish
I called out to God but the devil keeps answering
I'm trying every little remedy I can
But this is all just bullshit
When everybody says, time will clean up this mess
But only you, only you...
Only you can make it better put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal... only you
I'm dressing my wounds but blood it keeps soaking through
Yeah I cut just a little bit too deep
And I feel so dizzy
I pick up my phone and throw it against the wall
And I cry like a baby in my sleep
Without you, with me
When everybody says, time will clean up this mess
But only you, only you...
Only you can make it better
Put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal...
Only you can make me smile in the pouring rain
And you can take the hurt right out of my pain
I know I can try to fill the space inside
With somebody else but there's no use
But only you, only you...
Only you can make me better
Put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal...
Only you
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Ryan, Ryan & Ryan
I have to ask his permission in order to snap photo with him...
Ahhh... I don't care..
Although I have to wrestle a bit... Hey, 'papparazzi' is my middle name.. Here's our 'best' shot last night.. Heeeheee~
Ahhh... I don't care..
Although I have to wrestle a bit... Hey, 'papparazzi' is my middle name.. Here's our 'best' shot last night.. Heeeheee~
Friday, April 5, 2013
Abah
I met him last Wednesday in Kerteh... As we meet up... He cried the moment he saw me...
You think I can hold my tears? Well, think again.... He held me tight and so do I.. That was my first time, seeing him like 'that'...
Then, in between our conversation, he suddenly showed his wallet... Made me cried even more.. T_T He put my photo in his wallet... Well could be I'm the only one who gave him my photo... but... That is the sweetest thing.. EVER...
And they say, father is every girl's first love......
I denied it before...
Well, that was before.... T_T
I love you, Abah..
p/s: 'Wemo' Wednesday........
Saturday, January 19, 2013
My Bestfriend's Wishes
Hi babe.... I was looking for the perfect bday wish for you. Hmm apparently the internet sucks these days. So, i've decided to write it wholeheartedly with my heart la... Perhaps, it might sounds much more Lisa... Hehehe.
13 years of friendship. thats the longest i've been with someone that i can called a friend. Hmm, you're not only a friend babe, your the guardian to me and both of my babies. If i die and Ocin remarries, i am pretty sure the woman will never be as good as me la! So, ur job is to keep an eye on caca n ryan. (Hahaha, jauh x i pk)....I may never hug u as often as others do, but i know and u know my love for you beats anyone out there.
Babe, ur a good fwen!
Allah has plans for you, soon u will meet the right guy which will adore you, love u, appreciate you as much as i do. It will happen! I know it will. And i will be the one telling u, 'i told u soooo, babe'...
Madihah, if people asked me what i want on my bday, i'll say please bring Jacob to me, i want him for Madihah.
Hehehe, i know by the time u reach this part, u will be crying like a baby! Haha. Happy Birthday my dearest darling Madihah! Again, 31 is just a number. Btw, listen to alice keys 'girl on fire'... A song for u on ur birthday!
Take care babe.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Sensitive
I wished my father, Happy Birthday on his 58th Birthday last week. Wow, he's already 58 huh.He was complaining that he's now taking a pain killer due to his back-ache. Yeah, none of us is getting younger. I pray for Abah to be blessed with health, Amin.
Me, myself and my father? Our relationship is no longer ordinary like we used to be. Well, this is not something new tho. I've 'detached' from my father since I was 18 years old, perhaps? He has chosen his own path, his own life. I move on with my own life, my own path. It was never easy for me. I buried all of my heartbroken with anger and hate so that I can suppress all my tears and forget how much I miss him. At times, I pretend that he never existed in my life. Sounds so cruel? Well, just at times. But only Allah knows how much I miss my father, but I know things won't be like before.
I remembered I cried on my cousin's wedding reception when my father said goodbye. Of course I didn't cry in front of him. You think you are so macho? Or it's just my ego? That night was a minor havoc tho. Anyways, that night also, I've been crying on my way back home, while I was packing my stuff for my Vietnam trip. Hmm, luckily I was going to Vietnam, so I managed to 'archive' that incident for a while. No one ever noticed. I think.
But, not too long to be archived, that day when I had meeting with my auntie & uncle for my youngest brother's engagement preparation, my uncle asked me, "May I know what did he said to you until you cried that bad?" Owh, no... Guess what happened? I cried!!!! I can't even say anything, I was choking and crying, in the middle of people having their lunch at Restoren Syed, PJ!! =_=" Cenggeng me! Pfft.. Believe me I would have never thought I would cry. It seems that 'Abah' topic is my very 'touchy' topic. I never knew that it would affect me badly. So, after I've pulled myself together, I told my uncle, "The part that he said nothing, was the reason I cried so bad. I was hoping he said more like ,'I'm going to miss you, 'I love you' but I know he won't say such things." I've made my auntie cried too that day. See, crying is contagious. Haih...
Some fathers are fighting to get for their children's custody..Some been struggling to spend time with their children..Some said that their children are the reason they are here, living and alive now.. Some don't even bother about their children's existence.. Some children don't even bother about their fathers..Some wished their fathers are still alive, for they have not spend much time with them..Some like this, some like that... That's life...
But why should I envy their relationship with their father?
Such feelings, it just did, I didn't made it up...
I love you, Abah.
It's okay if you never replied 'I love you too."
Guess whether am crying or not while typing this entry? Of course I didn't :)
It's okay if you never replied 'I love you too."
Guess whether am crying or not while typing this entry? Of course I didn't :)
Friday, November 30, 2012
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Panic Button
My issues now is having difficulties to determine when to press my 'panic button'. Can I have a less dramatic life? Not easily panic...Be cool and able to analyze the real situation first? I almost had a minor 'heart attack' just now, for what? For nothing serious.... Pfffttt... Come to think of it, I realized that all this while, I have this one problem, which I thought it was nothing, I easily get shocked or frightened or terrified. As simple as people patting my shoulder. Not too sure whether this thing contributes to my panic issues and though it seems so common, even I myself thought that it was nothing. Until what happened today, I sort of turned numbed and blurred, and worst, I feel pain in my chest. My blood was rushing to my face, my heart was beating very, very fast and I was sort of feverish. We've heard some people would say that we would easily get fever when they were in shocked. *sigh*
The simple issues today, was just the simple 'P/S' issues but I fail to get the other party to understand the reason I've been so panicked just now, cause I just panicked and 'burst' everything. I failed to get my message across. If I asked nicely, things would have been better. I think. I keep on "Why..why..why.." =_=" Until he said, "Are you done?" Aiyak, luckily he's not my boss, if not, my job will be at stake. I think...again.. =_=" As much as he really wanted to scream at me, he didn't......Thank you T_T I was the one screaming just now.. Warghhhhh~ Am sorry... I really am.... but the issues settled.. but..I don't feel good... Hmm~
Seriously, I think this is quite serious =_=" I think I really need to control this....panic-stricken issues.. The problem is, I don't know how. How to pause for a while and give myself some space to think before act. Is there any course that allows me not to respond or reply in panic condition? I need to learn to stop and think, pause and analyze, if you know what I mean? To better be safe that regret? Of what I might have done or said? Haihhhh~ Or am I being dramatic now?? I cannot distinguish it myself!
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A Date With My Mom...
"Ha awak teman la Umi, rugi satu bilik tu dah bayar pun..." Ye, itu adalah kali yang kesekian kalinya, Umi ajak teman dia pegi Family Day ofis dia... =_=" Bukan taknak pegi, the next daynya my Aunt a.k.a her younger sister akan berangkat ke Mekah. Tapi, demi Umi, Ha turutkan. Gerak dari Gombak around 3.00 p.m. Highway was so smooth and by the time we arrived simpang masuk Janda Baik, cuaca masih terang. :) So, tak lah spooky sangat. Tapi yang menjadi masalahnya, balik karang. Umi has decided to balik KL on the same night, so that we can send my Auntie to Tabung Haji at 6.00 a.m the next day. Hermm~
Dah kat dalam Janda Baik tu, sepanjang perjalanan Umi akan cakap, "Kita ni dah sesat jalan, Ha.." "Tak laaaa ade depan tu." Tak pun titibe pulak rasa tak yakin & tiba-tiba tanya Umi, "Ye kot, kita dah sesat, Umi.." Tapi setiap kali masing-masing berada dalam 'kesesatan' tu, logo 'HAWA Resort, 5KM' akan kelihatan. =_=" Umi pun dah naik bosan, "Dari tadi 5KM je, Ha.." Pemanduan berhemah diteruskan, maklumlah, jalan Janda Baik ni banyak liku, tu pun ada jugak yang merempit. Cet.. Sekali sekala, Umi nyaris heart attack sebab, 'driver' suke-suke hati stop kereta, and at times I didn't stop my car pun.. sebab nak amik gamba.. Ehehehe~ Well, as I said again and again, paparazzi is my middle name.. :P Dan akhirnya sampai ke destinasi!!! Alhamdulillah~
The place is not that bad, very clean! I like :) The sound of the river, fresh air, away from the hustle and bustle of the city life. Ewah~ Sampai-sampai, harus berposing :) My mom jenuh melayan anak dia bergambar. "Umi, kejap jom pose." "Umi, jom amik gamba." "Umi, tak bergambar kat sini lagi." "Umi....." Hahaha...Anyways, the event organizer have prepared some refreshments for tea time - bubur kacang, roti, tempeyek, etc. Nasi campur pun! =_="

I love our room! Not too big, not too small, not too spooky, just nice! Hahaa... My mom went inside the room first, while I was taking the photo of the name of our room - Gaharu. Sudah gaharu cendana pula... :P As I opened the door, my mom has given her best pose... =_=" Errrr... "Ha, amik gamba Umi, Ha..." Wow, she's easily influenced. Hahahaa...Toilet on our right, and bathroom on our left. Yeah, I like this room :) Too bad we didn't stay as we had to go back to Gombak that same night, to send my Aunt to Tabung Haji the next morning. As early as 6.30 a.m. x_x Well, lucky am 'Alonso' wannabe :)


Nevertheless, we managed to join their 'grand' event - dinner and lucky draw. Got the opportunity to solat Maghrib berjemaah and the musolla is sooo clean.. How I determine the cleanliness?? Because I couldn't find any lizard 'poop' anywhere, be it in our room or in musolla itself. Huhuhu... Or maybe there's no lizard at that place at all? O_o Impossible!
Each family will get one table, imagine if my mom going alone? She'll be sitting alone on her own!!Luckily, I've accompanied her.........T_T Dramatic, as if she cannot mingle around. The organizer gave us some fruits for each table, so classic.. Hahaha... The lucky draw prizes was not that bad and the best part everyone, staff only, would have the opportunity to win one. Owh, lucky them... They also celebrated birthday 'babies' from October to December, lump sum!! Hahaha.. There were five cakes to be cut... While I was busy taking some photos, suddenly, I saw my mom do some writing and I wonder, what is she doing? Owh, then I realized that she needs to give the opening speech later! I think that was the first time, or maybe second time, I saw her giving speech. Once she started to 'talk,' not so easy to get her to 'stop.' Hahaha.. Like mother, like daughter? :) Though it was raining during the day, that night, the event went well, Alhamdulillah.
Throughout the event, I've been trying to 'self-take' our photos using my android. I think I've taken 10-15 photos. =_=" But the 'self-taken' photo was not so nice. "Senget!!" "Tangan awak halang la, ha" "Alaa, goyanggg..." "Alaaa, gelappp!" "Cuba pose belah sini pulak...." Grrrrrrr........ I think we've caught one of my mom's staff attention. Bet he's tired seeing us 'pose and error' Wakakakakaka~ He came to us and said, "Puan, biar saya amikkan gambalah..." =_=" Dan inilah hasilnya.. :) Kan senang!!
Well I guess this mini 'teambuilding' with my mom, went so well :) Alhamdulillah...

p/s: But I've made my own conclusion that I can't live next to the river, it will trigger my sinus and I've been coughing and coughing..... How to stay in UK then... :P
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Me Sox, Your Sox..
Every time I got the chance to babysit the two munchkins, they will make sure I would read them story books. Last night, I had to read not one or two but four story books for them :) It's common for me to wear my sleeping socks, but Caca decided to wear her socks too. Ryan was not interested to wear one....Then we pose... and pose.. and pose... well.. just our socks... haha...
p/s: Huhu... I heart, kidney, lung them so muah!
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