Pasir Biru..

Blue Sand – Yuna

Oh blue sands, can you tell me if I ever be happy?
Oh blue sands, can I stay here forever?
Oh blue sands, can you make them all go away?
Oh blue sands, what are you doing in my hair?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, I don’t want to go up there and pretend
I’m okay

I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore
I don’t hate you anymore

I don’t hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the person I cannot be
For the things I cannot have
I don’t hate you anymore when I look at you
All I see is the blue waves coming to get me and take me away

I don’t hate you anymore for the way you remind me of the things I cannot have

Oh blue sands will I ever get to be like you.

p/s: Thanks to Acu for allowing me to listen to this song in her car.. more than 5 times. ;)

Go Klose!

p/s: Sekadar hiasan sementara tengah mood World Cup! ;p

Mission Possible 2

Alhamdulillah, berjaya menghantar kereta ke bengkel, walaupun bukan bengkel pilihan. *Sigh*

Misi pertama ialah dari Mesiniaga ke Subang 2, heading to Zukas Speed Auto, to fetch my car from my mechanic, then off to Zoo Negara untuk berjumpa dengan 'suspek'. As usual, sementara menunggu Abang Zul, the mechanic sampai, wajibulghunnah untuk berposing-posing! ;) Ini adalah sangat common di kalangan kami ;p --MISI BERJAYA--

Zukas Speed Auto. Owner dia Zulkefly. He's our Malaysian Car Racer.

Lily & Me :) Eh ade pulak menumpang bergambar skali.

Pose Workshop. Frieddie nampaknyer tak nak terjebak.

This is my mechanic - Abang Zulkefly. Khusyu' sangat explain sampai terpejam mata. ;p

Abang Zul ni tak lokek ilmu. Though, I'm not so good about car & engines, dia akan explain sampai paham, or at least tahu laa kat mane letaknya benda-benda yang dia explain tu. Intensive course!

Misi kedua ialah perjalanan dari Subang 2 ke Zoo Negara. 'Suspek' mengarahkan kami berjumpa dengannya di situ seberapa segera yang mungkin. Banyak la dia tu, dah la susah payah nak kena hantar kereta ke sana! Grr... --MISI BERJAYA--

Perjalanan Bermula! Hermm, kereta separuh elok, driving, and taking photo? Tett! Nak confess lagi, sebenarnye lepas amik gamba, sempat call Khasyfil to update ape berlaku, though a little too late, some more he's in Mersing, beliau tetap memberi bebelan berbakul-bakul kerana mengupdatenyer lambat. Tett!

Okey, sampai akhirnyaa!! Tapi suspek tak sampai2 lagi!!! Bole tak? Tadi bukan main mengarah! Grr... Dekat 2o minit kemudian baru sampai! Sempat tapau air cendol!!

Air cendol tersedap di Malaysia. Sila beli di tepi bas stop depan Zoo Negara. Honestly, I don't like Cendol, taste funny exept for this one! Maybe tengah terbakar luar dalam ni! :/

Misi Ketiga ialah perjalanan dari Zoo Negara ke Taman Ukay Perdana menuju ke workshop bukan pilihan. Demn, I've misplaced the mechanic's name card! Warghhh! The workshop is quite big, but I still don't like it! Dah la semua pekerja dia pandang semacam! Macam nak makan orang! Thank God ade Lily & Frieddie, kalau pegi sorang-sorang.. WAaaaaa..sure I dah menangis! --MISI BERJAYA--

The... Workshop.. duhh..

The Suspect!!!!! Rupe-rupenyer dia adalah adik kepada owner Car Wash tu! Pekerjaan Tetap- Tentera, Part Time basuh kereta kat kedai abangnya itu. Berlagak! Muke pun macam penyangak kan?????

Surprise-surprise! Suspek memandu kereta VIOS!! Tapi kedekut! Tapi Zairil kata Dispatch pun bley pakai VIOS.. cett..

Kesian suami isteri ni, setia menunggu dengan sabar. Huu... Terharu..

Estimation session by them. Guess what, the mechanic quoted RM 1300 jugakk!!! WArghhhh!

Misi keempat ialah untuk meminta RM 1300 daripada suspek. Since both mechanics quoted with same price, so might as well I send to my mechanic, Abang Zul. Masalahnya, suspek sangat berlagak! "Baiki sini je, saya mungkin boleh dapat diskaun. Saya yang nak bayar kereta awak tu kan? Kalau saya tak bayar ape awak boleh buat? Awak bukan boleh charge saya pun." HELLOOO!! Hey, Mr. Soldier! You are too much! I still insist to go to my mechanic, just give me the money, the end! "Sudah-sudah, awak tunggu je kereta awak ni siap, pastu check sendiri, puas hati ke tak puas hati. " *Sigh* I mengalah dengan kurang ajarnya. " Fine, nak baiki sangat, baikilah! Bagi saya kosongkan kereta ape yang patut. Suka hati kau lah!" I turned around and walk straight to my car.

Sambil tangan mendail nombor Abang Zul dan mengadu. Warghh! Bengangnya!!! Abang Zul kata nanti amik kereta dia teman. Ikut nak lagi kurang ajar, nyaris je terlepas " No wonder lah you jadi askar yang goyang kaki and banyak masa nak buat par time job cuci kereta ye!" Herm.. kata-kata yang tak terluah, Karang dia pasang bomb pulak in my car! Terpaksa mengalah. *Sigh*

Pasrah & bertawakkal aje lah nampaknya. Hopefully, they didn't cheat me by not repairing what they are supposed to repair. *Sigh* They said my car will be ready in 4 days. Abang Zul boleh baiki 2 hari je! ;'( --MISI GAGAL--

Walaupun pulang dengan perasaan agak hampa, I just leave all this to Allah. Hopefully everything should be okay. Amin. Anyways, thanks a lot to Lily & Frieddie sebab sudi nak ambik myself at my office di pagi2 Sabtu yang indah dan sesuai untuk korang bersantai. Muah you so much!

Special Thanks to Lily & Frieddie. Sedondon, manisss ;)

p/s: Erm, terase nak pegi Zoo Negara balik, beli cendol. Ehehe..

B.E.N.G.A.N.G

Saya sangat bengang sekarang kerana Car Wash owner insist me to bring my car to his worker's mechanic. Pfttt. Hari tu mase saya tanya nak hantar workshop mane, tanak pulak cakap! So, I called up his worker, Jemi, yang tak ada initiative to call me up, to get the clarification. He said his mechanic can give him cheaper price. Yeke, murah? Sesungguhnya, I memanglah tersangat jahil dengan hal-hal kereta ni. *Sigh* Tapi tak apelah, nak buat macam mane. Masalah seterusnya pulak, I need somebody to teman me to Kg. Melayu Subang, get my car then drive to Jemi's mechanic somewhere nearby Zoo Negara area. Dah la sungguh bongkak ketika menjawab my phone call. I expressed my concern whether my car can arrive his mechanic's workshop safely or not. Well being a lady, I just want to ensure I can go home in one piece and kiss Caca & Ryan! "Alaa, ape susahnya, tak bocor kan hari tu, kalau bocor tak lepas punye Kelisa awak tu sampai Subang Jaya, saya tahu hal-hal kereta ni la." Wah, wah, sesedap rase ye. If you think you're so clever, En. Tahu Hal Kereta, then why not you yourself repair my car! Seriously, perasaan blur, bengang, geram, risau, sakit hati & sedih all in one. *Sigh* My mechanic advised to lodge a police report if he refused to change the damage parts. He quoted RM 1300 for 1 piece of bonnet, 1 piece of bumper, 1 piece of grille, 2 pieces of head lamp, 1 piece of plate number & upah ketuk & spray. Tukar baru semuanya, bukan ketuk-ketuk biase tau! I did consulted a few of my guy friends, and all of them said it is quite reasonable. *Sigh* Now, am stucked. Esok macam mana nak amik kereta? 'Housemate sementara' saya tu ade training esok. I've troubled you a lot, saya mintak maaf. If nak mintak 'Housemate sebenar' tolong, macam mana nak balik malam ni ke Cheras? Takkan nak suruh fetch me here? No-no, dengan nak handle 2 kenit tu lagi. I don't want to trouble you, Babe. *Sigh* Alhamdulillah, I have lots of great and caring friends who are so concerned and understanding and willing to help me. Guess, I have to settle this problem on my own I suppose. Warghh. Di kala genting ni lah, lelaki-lelaki yang boleh diharap tak available! Nabil, Khasyfil, Alif, Zairil.. I need you now...huaaaaaa.....Chaiyok Mudd! Tomorrow I have a mission to accomplish! Mission Possible 2! Good Luck to me!

p/s: Zairil, in case you're reading, wish you to get well soon! ;)

Mish YOU..

Dearest Caca & Ryan,

Auntie Mudd mish you so bad..

Am dedicating this cute song to both of you.

Imagining both of you singing this song together.

Mmmwahhh...

Mish you,

Auntie Mudd

"You're my hunny bun, sugar plum, pumpy upmy upmy upmkin.

You're my sweetie pie.

You're my cuppy cake,gumdrop,shyummkums pure,

The apple of my eye!

And I love you so, and I want you to know that i'll always be right here.

And I love to sing this song to you

Because you are so dear!"

Mish shopping wif you Caca...

Mish Ryan's smell....

Mish baby sitting Ryan

Mish wiping caca's dirty mouth..

G vs G

Germany vs Ghana - Am watching the game alone. Acu balas dendam sebab tak teman tengok Argentina semalam! So far, it's already minute 31:22. Both teams taking their turn to attack. I feel like getting heart attack each time they are attacking in the Penalty Area.! I feel like both team playing see-saw. Attacking but nothing. No end result. No score. Wargh.. Anyways, besides watching, I'm chatting with a friend who is far far away in Penang. Wow, watching while chatting and updating blog. Multitasking! First half yang suam-suam kuku baru berakhir. Tolonglah German, jangan sia-siakan sesi menyekang mataku ini! Acu tengah bermimpi pergi shopping dengah Messi agaknyer sekarang. Oh, ya, Germany's jersey sangat cantik, macam kena cari dan beli. Tapi hukumnya masih harus. We must love our money so that money will love you ;) In conclusion, Germany is dull without Klose! ;p

p/s: Projek 'lipat kain' terkandas lagi nampaknye... ;p

Blazing Rose is Back!

Besides Lady Gagah, my another futsal team is Blazing Rose, masih ade tapi memasing sangat busy. We normally play on Monday night 10pm-11pm, Pitch 8 at Sport Planet, Ampang. Last main bersama, during Kak Ju (The Organizer) was still single mingle! Dah selamat menikah dah sekarang. So, it's more than six months already I suppose. No need to think twice when we've decided to play futsal on Sunday! Memasing semua dah ketorr lutut nak menyepak bola kan. Though we don't have enough player, we're still insist to play futsal last Sunday. The most unbelievable part was when Marina, yang selama ni hanya menjadi fan & menyokong dari luar court, turun bergaya as a Keeper. Cayalah, dik! You're my apprentice. You're HIRED! Anyways, setelah bermain dengan semputnya, sesi rehat dipenuhi dengan mengambil gambar. As usual! Dah habis main, mana lagi kalau tak pegi minum. As usual . Tapi Farha selamba perli " Mudd, selalunya balik je lepas Futsal, mana minum." Kambeng! Siang boleh la lepak, malam susah la sikit. So, hopefully, Monday Futsal is back again! Miss playing with Blazing Rose. ;)

Kaki-kaki emas ;p Love this photo. Thanks Kak Jehan. Wow, kilatnye kaki Marina. ;p

Kak El memang workaholic, nak futsal pun kena buat keje.

Ayam tambatan Blazing Rose. Memang menambat hati kan.. ;p

Walaupun main ala kadar, tapi pose tetap ala model ;p

Pose Pandangan Depan.

Katanya, pandangan dari belakang lagi nampak kurus. Ermm, sama je ;p

With Marina, the apprentice. Mu hebakk, ahh Ina!

Sesi Rehat - Posing Time!!

Sesi regangan... ;p

Sesi Minum Dulu!! Biase la minum-minum lepas bola.. ;p

Hey you, see you in court! ;p

p/s: Menarik jugak kalau buat friendly Blazing Rose vs Lady Gagah!! ;p erm, pastu bley la kerat dua keeper. tettt ...Takpe Marina kan ade. ;p

Mission Possible!

Alhamdulillah, mission accomplished! Perjalanan from Cheras to office sangat mendebarkan. I had to go through 4 critical congested areas. Dah la 1st day sekolah today. Dengan mendapat extra perhatian dari semua pemandu, penunggang, pembonceng dan pejalan kaki. Anyways, pemanduan berhemah dikesan! 60km/jam! Ade la sekali sekala pemanduan lupa diri, tiba-tiba terspeed 85km. Aje.. ;p Alhamdulillah, berjaya sampai ofis 45 minit kemudian. I've sent my CLK to the workshop in Subang 2, this morning. Kurang setengah jam je sesi penghantaran itu. Siapakah si baik hati yang sudi menemaniku itu? Pemenangnya ialah Ezreen! Thank you so very much, babe! ;) Supposedly my team leader yang patut teman. She got a meeting with my bos. Anyways, around lunch time tadi Abang Zul, the mekanik called me up. Total cost for my car is RM 1300!! Nasib baik bukan kena bayar sendiri!!!! Later after this, Acu will accompany me to the workshop to collect the invoice and I would need to pass the invoice to the Car Wash owner. Tapi macam tak sempat nak turun Cheras by tonight. Esok ye, Acumess? ;) Dan 'misi' yang lain-lain juga. Insyaallah!

p/s: Am going to mish my lil Ryan & Caca this few days ;(

So Unlucky Me

Indeed, malang itu memang tak berbau, tak berbunyi, tak ada warning dan tak juga memilih orang, hari & waktu.*sigh* Yesterday, my 'baby' was hit by a car. Accident lagi! This is my 5th time! Walaupun Kancil je yang langgar tetapi dek kerana impak maksima kancil tu, bersepai nombor plate! Boot keta pun kemek! Adoi, berkecai sungguh hati ni bila tengok kadaan kereta. The weather was so hot and sunny and Car Wash pun seakan-akan memanggil my car to go there. Walaupun keadaan di Car Wash agak sesak, but I still want to send my car there. Seriously banyak giler kereta tengah queue, more than 3 cars! So I queued up to wait for my turn and I was meant to park my car behind the Kancil. I saw the whole incident from the very beginning! The washer took the car key from the owner, he walked to the car, started the engine, and the moment he changed the gear, kereta itu dengan kepantasan satu kali kelipan mata, telah melekap to my Kelisa. I saw that car moving towards me and I can't even think or do anything as everything was happening so fast! But I remembered screaming like God knows. It took me a while to recover and realize, before I turned off my engine and went out of my car. To my surprise my engine still on and functioning. Kereta pun still boleh gerak, slowly and merempit is totally a no-no. Memang carik pasal la nak merempit di kala sebegini. Anyways, the Car Wash owner agreed to bear the cost. He said, this would be his 5th case this month, his worker caused customer's car to be involved in the accident. He said semua kena potong gaji mereka. Kesian pun ada, tapi nak buat macam mana kan. However, I would need to bring my car to my mechanic. And his workshop is at Subang 2 Industrial Area. Dekat kan? My mission tomorrow is to drive my car to my office, get a friend to tail me to the workshop, and leave my car to the experts ;p. Need to bring along a friend so that I can go back to my office. Siapalah agaknyer si Baik Hati yang akan tolong tu ye.. Am in a dangerous mission but Insyaallah, I pray for everything goes well. Cobaannya weekend kali ni. *sigh*

No caption can describe the condition and situation. Am so sorry la my dear CLK :(

Inilah Kancilnya! Rilek je kadaan kereta ni kan.

My plate number....bersepai....seperti hati ku.... :(

Kasut sekadar hiasan...

p/s: The driver or the car yang kena mandi bunga nih? *haihh*

ME hate YOU..

Hate You, You and You

by Mudd

I feel like changing my car

As if I can take off the scar

Or should I hate football

And hate 'The Owl'

Or maybe find new job

And put my memory to stop

I feel like changing my hand phone and the tone

And hit it with a very hard stone

Or deactivated my facebook

And delete his photos by hook or by crook

Or remove his number to his email

And make disappear all my pain

No peacefulness in my mind

Damn why you are still the one in mine?

Should I go for a vacation so it will cure?

Damn wish she were not the one in yours

Wish you were infected with H1N1

And satisfied you belong to no one

Been changing everything

But it leads to nothing

Am still in grief am still in despair

And yet nothing is repaired

Insomnia marathon

Hell, this is no fun

Feels like tomorrow will be no sun

Feels like everything ends up barren

Dammit, Me hate you and you!

Cause when me hate you made me hate me!

p/s: Hate is too great a burden to bear. It injures the hater more than it injures the hated..pfttt...

Run Mudd Run!

I got the opportunity to participate in MPSJ Run, fully sponsored by Mesiniaga. Thank you, Mesiniaga! We participated in the 'Corporate Run' catagory a.k.a fun run, 3KM only. Thank god tak masuk katagori lain, 3km pun dah semfutssss. Manage to upgrade my personal records - to run 3km non-stop, yayy Kudos, Mudd! Anyways, got one funny incident whereby my colleague didn't notice the 3km directions and ended up, he took the 10 KM route! Kesian, Kent. I had fun, all of us had fun!!

So called a Mesiniagan 'Glee' pose ;)

The Iron Ladies. Before Running, so fresh & steady!

See the sky, it was 6.50 am!

Apa yang penting..KERJASAMA! Ni kes tak dapat pin

so terpaksa mintak derma dari kawan2 lain ;)

Meet my Team Leader, Juanita and her sons :)

with her family members...

and her 2 months old Aditya Luke. He was asleep until at the finish line!

Indeed she's the exuberant Emma.

'A must' pose with Ayu. Ermm and Farah Hani..too?

Hot, Tough & Petite ;p

I have no idea they was so excited over what. We have not even started girls.

Guess, that's the spirit! You go girl!

This is what we call 2 in 1 pose - Running + World Cup Mood :)

A little bit of 'Gediks' pose..

not to forget, a silly pose......

Finally, we managed to gather all of Mesiniagan! Last group pose before ready to run!

Wait, wait...seriously, last one! Yup, we're done! Let's run!

This is my number - FYI ;p

Mesiniagan first two girls to arrive the finish line. Not bad, huhh ;)

Seriously, muke cover penat sehh..

We are still the Iron Ladies. After running, still standing! Thank God!

We've made it! And Aditya Luke still sleeping!!

p/s: Success isn't how far you got, but the distance you traveled from where you started.