Dearest Umi..

Happy Birthday to you Umi.
Ha doakan Umi panjang umur, murah rezeki & diberkati Allah selalu.
Ha doakan semoga keluarga kita di bawah lindungan Allah.
I LOVE you so much, UMI!!

p/s: Photo above - Sweet time between a Nenda and her grandson. :)

Hurt Morning..

M:Assalamualaikum, lama tak dengar khabar. I text you last Syawal pun tak nak reply. I text "I Miss You" this morning oso you never reply. Jawab phone pun lambat. I thought you don't want to answer my call just now.
MH: Sorry la, been busy. So, how's life?
M: Alhamdulillah, everything's okay so far. Tempat keje baru pun Alhamdulillah..

(The conversation continued for 10 minutes)

M: Okeylah, ade rezeki lebih nanti, I will come down and visit you. The last time I met you was last year if am not mistaken.

MH:Tak payahlah.
M: (Flabbergasted) Kenapa pulak?

MH: I've changed. Time has changed me. You don't expect me to be the same person before.

M: Well, I believe one same thing for sure that my name still bintikan your name!
MH: Yes, that's for sure. But just face the fact, am not like before, so just forget it. If ade rezeki adalah.

(Quickly end conversation politely)

So guess what's next? Of course I cried.
Of course I have to call my consultant cum counselor, the double L..
For what? Angry? Sad? Frustrated? I'm not too sure.
For having a father who don't want to be one?
He said many things that hurt me a lot, of course I didn't put our whole conversation. For what..

Immediately this thought came across my head, can I omit his name from my doa'? I just pray for Umi ajelah.. Astaghfirullahala'zim. Don't say or make decisions things when your heart & mind is not stable. *sigh*

This is my fate.
This is the test that Allah has given me and my siblings.

Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Thank god, it didn't ruined my Tuesday..and thanks to my two Ls

Dua Adik Beradik..

Saya suka weekend.
Saya suka weekend sebab ada dua adik-beradik
Saya suka weekend sebab ada dua adik-beradik bernama Tasya & Ryan.
Saya suka weekend sebab ada dua adik-beradik bernama Tasya & Ryan yang suka tengok TV
Saya suke weekend sebab ada dua adik-beradik bernama Tasya & Ryan yang suka tengok TV cerita Agent Oso..

Saya suka weekend.. :)

Sassy Tasya ;)

Handsome Ryan ;)

Tasya, Ryan and...Agent Oso ;)

Nabil's Wedding - Part 3

Okey, korang.. Hasil karya terakhir dari Lisa & Ocin - The Outdoor Photo-shoot. Alamak, I can't recall what's the name of that place but it's quite 'breast-taking' la jugak... Kekekeke... Dengan ada tasiknya, air terjun, angin bertiup, tapi masa tu dah nak hujan, so bukan sepoi-sepoi bahasa dah. Memeriahkan lagi suasana, geng-geng bas sekolah Nabil yang turut sama menjayakan sesi pergambaran kita ;) Mereka sangat sporting! Ikut je arahan Lisa & Ocin. Siap sorang tu mengikut kreativitinya tersendiri - kaki sebelah dalam pelampung, sila lihat sendiri. ;p
Nabil & Fiza also were very cooperative :) I asked them to lay on the grass, they did it. Pose like this, like that, jump few times, etc. :) Senang keje cameraman and cik director a.k.a kakak pengantin..huhuhuu.. Ngam ngam settle semua photo-shoot, angin bertiup kencang, hujan terus turun dengan lebatnya......Timing giler cantik.. Alhamdulillah...

Later after that, masing-masing terus shoot back to KL..but as for myself, my youngest bro, Aiman and my mom, we had to go back to temerloh. So, I merempit from Ipoh-KL whereas Aiman continued KL-Temerloh. Our unwell umi has been sleeping the whole journey. Maybe because of the medicine that she took earlier I guess. Quite a rough journey as it was raining until we reached Temerloh. Aiman yang the whole day tak makan langsung lauk kenduri, menggigil cari makanan, so we've decided to drop by at Mc D and he bought not double, but triple cheese burger! Lapar ye bang..While I was driving, I saw him eating the burger. However, later I heard him snoring. Penat sangat la tu. Like half an hour after that, he woke up, and guess what he was doing? Continue eating the burger!!! Aiyo, brother...... You really funny guy la...hehe....

Thanks again to Lisa & Ocin, I know I can always count on you guys, very dedicated, enthusiastic, determine. Album pun dah siap. Puas hati. Nabil & Fiza love it so much. Ada orang berabad nak tunggu album kawin dia siap. I doakan korang murah rezeki in this business. Amin. Anyways, happy admiring all outdoor photos ;)

p/s: To me, there's no such thing of a perfect wedding. Perfect wedding is just a gathering of my loved ones at the perfect place and time.

Beautiful Life..

indeed beautiful but sad drama.....
and Takuya Kimura is very de hot lah.. ;p Oh my Kimutaku...

Nabil's Wedding - Part 2

What I can say on that day was...Nabil was the coolest groom ever. Kecoolan nyer peringkat takat bekulah ;p Cayalah adikku!Tapi terlampau cool jadi susah nak senyum pulak. After the solemnization, we rushed back to our apartment to get ready for 'Bersanding' Ceremony. I helped Nabil to get ready, siap tolong bedakkan dia tau! Ini bedak, tuan ;p Thank God also, Mama was around to help Nabil to pakai sampin! TQ, Ma.. I couldn't stand my sweat, from the Solemnization Ceremony so I've changed my baju kurung for bersanding. Wah, kakak pengantin pun tukar baju tu! Kekekeke...The best part was we've been escorted by 2 Polis Trafik. I didn't expect it in the first place, tho. So our journey to bride's house was smooth. Alhamdulillah. Enjoy the photos...Zass..Layan..

p/s: I love all photos, thank you Lisa & Ocin!