YOU..

Am I sad or pissed off?
Or could be both..
Guess we fail to hang out..
Big deal to me, not to YOU though..
But it was like three days what..???
Still hard to believe YOU unable to squeeze your time..
It's not like we can meet all the time...
You stay in 'faraway' land..
Once in a blue moon you would come..
Evil thoughts swarming all over me head..
At the back of it "I think YOU are avoiding me beb.."
Reading your somewhat diplomatic reply..
Somehow YOU successfully put me off big time..
Obviously looks like am trying too hard..
Not in a way to win your heart!
But hey, am your friend too!
And to meet YOU something I look forward to..
Am not asking for RM300 dinner...
Teh Tarik at Mamak also will do!
Maybe to YOU..
"You just my acquaintance, dear..."
Or 'finger-to-finger' friend...
That YOU feel to talk to talk as and when....
*Sigh* why I came up with this by the way..
YOU already thousands miles away...
And tomorrow I'll be talking to YOU..
Back to square one..
And like nothing ever happened...
Or best part YOU would ask...
"What's wrong with you.."
And how I wish I could tell YOU off...
"This is all because of YOU..."

p/s: "Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy." - Cynthia Nelms. *sigh* dah la, Mudd.....