Forgiveness

I got this from Facebook shared by Jom Islam and I want to share this with all of you :)

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Apa Allah kata…

Adakah engkau sudah berbuat baik kepada orang yang berbuat JAHAT kepadamu?

Adakah engkau telah memaafkan orang yang telah MENGANIAYAIMU?

Adakah engkau telah menghubungkan silaturahim kepada orang yang memutuskan hubungan denganmu?

Adakah engkau telah menginsafkan orang yang telah MENKHIANATIMU?

Adakah engkau telah bercakap atau menegur orang yang telah MENGUSIRMU (tdk mahu menegurmu)?

"Sesungguhnya, Aku tidak memandang kepada wajah kamu dan tidak kepada kecantikan kamu akan tetapi Aku memandang kepada hati kamu. Aku suka jika kamu memiliki sifat-sifat tersebut..."
- (Hadis Qudsi)-

 sesungguhnya kami jadikan bumi ini sebagai hiasan untuk kami uji..siapa yang baik perbuatannya. (18:7)

p/s:  And Insyaallah today, I will contact that person, yang saya dah lamaa tak bercakap dan tegur, it was a total 'shut down' with that person. Apalah sangat nak ikut hati, life is too short. Why should I dwell on vengeance and hatred too long? Yup, istighfar.....

M is for......

Just now we got the opportunity to visit the event venue, and I'm getting more nervous and anxious =_=" I have yet to sit with my co-emcee, I have yet to revise my script, I don't know what to wear!!! And yayyyy, the event is next Monday!!!!! Dubidubidubiduuuu.........    

May the force be with me....

M is for Mezzanine, MC, Mudd?

Testing...Testing... Mic pun tadak... huhuhu..

P/S: Actually, am more nervous and anxious for tomorrow *gulp*

10 Years Later....

Babe, we have known each other since we were 20 years old!! Or maybe 18....or 19... Hahaha....Am so glad that we are still together and be there for each other, Babe :) Through thick and thin :) Alhamdulillah, I praise Allah for having you in my life, for giving me opportunity to love Caca & Ryan and treat them like my own children. We care for each other, tho am the overprotective one, but, yeah..sometimes you are worried about me like my mother, strict like my father, good listener like my sister, protective like my brother, correcting my mistakes like my teacher, you are my everything :) Eh, babe...dah macam lirik lagu pulak.... 

"Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....  "

Hahaha!!!! :) Errr... but only for that particular part of that song ya....The rest of the lyrics...errr.. =_="

2002

Me & you, once upon a time... You were the 'awek' scooter back then... Pheeewittttt....

2012

Here we are now.......Gorgeous? Alhamdulillah.. Huhuhuuu..

Happy Birthday to you Babe.. YES.. welcome to the 30 Carat Gold Club :) May Allah bless you, me and our whole family every single second.... Amin, Insyaallah :) Erm, have you filled up the form that I put on your table? No? :P It's okay... Take your time... no pressure.. no rush.....

Anyways, last but not least, this song below....is for you.... sorry I didn't come out with my own poem, wordings to express how I feel towards you... my bestfriend. Hey, we never declare that we are bestfriend kan.... Because it goes without saying..huhu....so.. enjoy, babe... 

When all the world is spinning round
Like a red balloon way up in the clouds and my feet will not stay on the ground 

You anchor me back down

I am nearly world renowned 

As the restless soul who always skips town 

But I look for you to come around 

And anchor me back down

There are those who think that I'm strange 

They would box me up, and tell me to change 

But you hold me close and softly say 

That you wouldn't have me any other way
 

When people pin me as a clown 

You behave as though I'm wearing a crown 

When I'm lost I feel so very found 

When you anchor me back down

There are those who think that I'm strange 

They would box me up, and tell me to change 

But you hold me close and softly say 

That you wouldn't have me any other way

When all the world is spinning round 

Like a red balloon way up in the clouds and my feet will not stay on the ground 

You anchor me back down
Song: Anchor
Singer: Mindy Gledhill

Touching Friday

Diam. Dengar. Digest.

Nervous....

Budak Batuk

Cough? Sounds so normal and typical and nothing unusual. You really think so? Wait till you hear me cough! The one of a kind cough. Imagine the sound of sea lion? Ahaa, that's the sound of my cough. It's not.."cough, cough, cough.." it's more like "kong, kong, kong..." You get what I mean? Hahaa..At times, I feel like my organs been switching their places everytime I cough.

I remembered when I was in Hostel, a friend was looking for me. She didn't ask around to find me. What she did was, she kept quiet for a while, and waiting for me to cough. Once she 'located' the cough sound, she would say, "Haa, Mudd kat sanaa... sbb bunyi batuk dari sana..." =_=' Too that extent.  Even, my Chemistry tuition teacher, Cikgu Jepp, called me "Budak Batuk."  He only recognize me by "Budak Batuk," never by my real name. Nasib baik Kimia tak fail.. Fuhh.... When I was in UITM, my friend called my cough as "Batuk 3 Jumaat." Meaning to describe that my cough was really really bad that I had only 3 more Fridays to live. Kejam! One doctor described my cough as "Barking cough...." Hmm...

According to my father, I've been coughing since I was little. For what reason? Not sure...... The worst cough I've ever had lasted for 5 months. Non-stop. Imagine the sea lion cough for five months... No joke, you know. I've been going to many doctors, been taking anti-biotics, different colors of cough syrup, I've even being prescribed with cough tablet, blue puff, brown puff, purple puff, etc, etc, etc. Cobaan....

I even went to Hospital, the doctor took my x-ray TWICE, within a week. They kept on saying, "Your lung clear." Hmm.. One doctor asked me to remove my tonsil, "That could be the reason." Excuse me? Could be? That was the last time I visited that doctor. Suke-suke hati suruh potong.  This doctor said, "You have bronchitis." That doctor said, "You have asthma." Then, another doctor said, "You are in between Asthma and bronchitis." WHATT? The best part, one doctor almost gave my father a heart attack, "You have stage 1 Pneumonia ." *pengsan*

Why am I talking bout cough, haaa? Huhu, because my cough strikes back. Yepp, the sea lion cough. I went to clinic last Thursday and the doctor said that I'm having 'Sinus Cough.' Aahh, that one is new.... According to her, this cough cannot be cured by taking cough syrup or antibiotics or strepsils or lozenges, dan sewaktu dengannya. In fact, it will make my cough worse. No wonder! Anyways, the doctor prescribed me with so called anti-sinus pills? Later after a week I have to meet her up again. But I think I don't want to go if my cough still bad lah.. She said she would have no choice but to prescribe me with Steroid? TETT... Tak mau lah.. I've taken before. Oh, my batuk... 

But it seems that my cough is getting better today. eheh..Nak sedapkan hati. =_=' Insyaallah. .

  (Image courtesy of Google)

  P/S:  Ya Allah yang Maha Menyembuhkan, Sembuhkanlah.... AMIN..

G.K = Gila Kentang

I've been playing netball since I was.........Standard 4. And forever... I will always be the GK a.k.a 'Goal Keeper'. Even while playing Futsal also I will be my team's Goal Keeper. The protector! Ewah~ Well, it's all because of my size, I suppose. Moreover, I've always been my family and friend's so called 'protector', 'body guard', 'bouncer', 'security guard' name it.........Thus, as a conclusion.....am so good in guarding people lah.. Hahahahaaa...and GK suits me well..

Anyways, our company's Sports Club has initiated a Netball Tournament, inter floors. There were three teams participating. 

The Teams

 8th & 9th Floor - The Lion King

10th Floor - Ben 10

MY FLOOORRR yayyyyyyy...ehm.... Version 11.0 

(it's version eleven point 'o', okay?)

Our Netball Tournament prepared by Azwina :)

Netball Training

Since my floor and 10th floor have our so called 'allegiance' with each other, we don't mind having training session together. :) We've been training for couple of weeks. It was more like happy hour on the field. :)

Ben-10 girls :)

My team + 2 Ben-0 boys :)

Kak Mai is our appointed 'Coach' :)

I didn't expect  these boys much much better than the girls. Tett..

Yee! Our precious Goal Shooter (GS) :)

 

Ahah, Halim is our first seven. Our Center (C).  Not bad for a first timer tho.

 "Jaga gerak kaki!!" Kak Liza shouting from outside.. huhu..

 

 Unexpected landing on the field...Training delayed for few minutes :P

 

The Day!

 

Role Call!

The Score Keeper

Mr. President - Sports Club

Umpires ready!

 Lion King - Auummm...

 Ben-10, Steady!

 

Version 11.0 ever ready! haha... 

 

Hot girls on hot sunny day, wewww :)

Abg Yus, The Lion King's Center (C)

The Lion King vs Ben-10

 Ehm, Ben-10 vs Version 11.0. Berusaha kerass! :P

 

 The 'picnic' time!! The best time.. haha..

Hey, Ryan was there to support me too!!

 Yup, The Lion King is the winner!

It was extremely hot and most of us forgot to wear the sun block. Me too! I got sunburn. Luckily, people can still recognize me on Monday. haha..  But, the extreme hot day triggered my cough..Am coughing sooo bad.. :( 

Anyways,next will be, Futsal!!!

Bring it on!!!!!!

P/S: Tak yah nak bring, bring la sangat, Mudd... ankle tu.. lutut lagi....some more batuk 'bunyi-anjing-laut'... TETTT..

33

Today is my eldest sister's birthday. I asked her age and she said, "Beautiful number... 33." Alhamdulillah!!  Happy Birthday my dearest Teacher Nuha :) May Allah bless you and your family, Amin. Insyaallah.  I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! We hardly meet each other, but when we manage to get together, haihhhhh... Siapa yang bercerita, siapa yang mendengor... Since we're very talkative person.. Well, am the most talkative one lah.. 8)

 p/s: Oh, kita beza 3 tahun je ye....oo 3 tahun je.....hmm.... hahahahah...

Do Remember Me, Ryan...

Oh Ryan, 

My first entry for you  "Dear Ryan Iszkandar"

Then, we celebrated your first so called 'Royal Ryan' birthday :)

My heart shattered when you admitted to Hospital for the first time :(

Bottom line Ryan, we have been through ups and downs, circles and triangles..

For that, I praise Allah for showering us with bless and love. Alhamdulillah.

I pray, May Allah protect us all. Insyaallah

So Ryan,  

I just want to say I love you unconditionally 

My arms always open when you needed a hug

Same goes to Caca and....

Your Mummy? No need! :P

And Ryan, 

I don't ask much.

Do remember my name as one day I won't be remembering my own name...

Do remember my face though one day it will be full of wrinkles...

Do remember me though one day I might not be able to recognize you anymore...

Do remember your Auntie Mudd who heart you crazy mad...

Owh, I've asked a lot already.. =_="

Ok, Ryan,

Happy Birthday, sayang..

May you be a great Mukmin, obedient son to your parents & protective brother to your sister.

By Allah's grace may our love grow stronger with each passing days.....

Disturbed!

My pledge today: 


I don't ever want to drive recklessly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dua Baris Cukup...

I LOVEEE this awesome photo by Islamic Book :) I believe everyone can read and recite Al-Quran, Insyaallah. However, to stay steadfast or 'istiqamah' in reading it is another story. Every time, I visit my Uwan in Temerloh, she will always remind us, "Baca dua baris pun jadilah, tiap-tiap kali lepas solat." Then I realize, what my Uwan was trying to say was, rather than I read 1 juz but once a month or a year, might as well I read two lines after my every solat. The reason she said two lines, so that we won't feel that reading Quran is a burden. We start with two lines, diligently, who knows, the next week we slowly increase to three lines? Insyaallah. :) Jazakallah, Uwan :) To start could be easy, yelah bersemangat, berkobar la katakan, GAMBATENEHHH....err but to istiqamah.........tetttt, dah no excuses! Yes, I can! May I have the strength. This devil aa..veryy creative in suggesting excuses to us, to me. Dush..Dush..Dush.. Whatever it is, am fixing myself. There's sooooooo many things that I need to fix, in me. I hope I would istiqamah in fixing myself to be a better Muslimah and best, to be a better Mukminah.

From my point of view, I truly believe, if I fix me and my 5 solat, me and my mom relationship, me and my Quran, Insyaallah, I will fix my life. Amin... Insyaallah!

I've read somewhere and it says goes somewhat like this, we can see great things will happen to us everyday, without you even realize it, the moment you istiqamah in reading it. Insyaallah. "Bacalah Al-Qur'an, sungguhnya Al-Qur'an itu akan datang pada hari kiamat untuk memberi syafa'at bagi org yg membacanya(HR.Muslim) :)

P/S: Never tire or become bored of good deeds... (Imam Sufyaan ath-Thawri rahimahullah)

Excuse Me, Excuses.....

I have not been blogging until I feel awkward to post a new entry, parah =_=". So many things had happened yet none of it got chance to be shared. I have so many things to share but I don't even know where to start. This is a serious 'blogkage' and treatment is seriously needed. Haha.. The initial excuse for not blogging was my blog has been under attack by 'unidentified' blog, which has been spamming into my 'Reading List' and I got pissed off and wished for that bloody blog 'pooffffff', gone with the wind. Ey, and it did.... :) Then, I started to give my busy-like-Rafidah Aziz excuses. Later, I gave my 'heartache' excuses, followed by 'headache' excuses 'in-shocked' excuses dan dan dan....... you and your excuses, Mudd.... 

So, BAIKLAHHHH....kan ku kupaskan satu persatu perkara itu.. Hahahaha... 

 I love Haris, this one, NO EXCUSES :)

P/S: Excuse me, excuses, please excused yourself... dubidubidubidu...

Tanya Sama Pokok.............

Pagi tadi berborak dengan Umi over the phone. Umi bukak cerita yang sekolah dia baru selesai 'dibersihkan' oleh 'Ghost buster' dari Darul Syifa'.  According to her, rupanya Darul Syifa' ni memang ade satu team khas membantu sekolah-sekolah yang diganggu ni. Umi cakap, gangguan start lepas sebatang pokok besar berdekatan dengan kawasan sekolah tu, ditebang oleh pihak majlis perbandaran. Semenjak ditebang, one by one anak murid dia diganggu. Even in broad daylight! Well, my mom's school pun bukan ada hostel. So, I think, the makhluk halus have no 'choice' but to attack the students during their class in progress. Sebelum panggil Ghost buster ni, adalah sorang ustaz ni tolong 'tangkap' and masukkan makhluk tu dalam botol. Aman la kejap sekolah Umi buat sementara waktu. Sejak kejadian tu, langsung Umi dah tak jadi nak stayback till after Maghrib like always. Adalah setengah jam bergossip pasal tu. :P Memanglah kita kena percaya makhluk halus ni. Semua makhluk Allah jugak. Tapi bila territory mereka diganggu, of course lah mereka mengamuk kan. Hmm.. seram pulak. Kena bace ayat kursi tiap-tiap hari ye.. Tiba-tiba teringat, patutlah masa trip pegi Melaka last month, ada satu pokok tu dia letak papan tanda tak boleh tebang.... hemm.....

P/s: Tapi titibe teringat, at the end of our conversation, Umi said mintak maaf banyak-banyak kalau ada salah silap...... hemm????

Parenting For Non Parents 101

One fine night, I had to babysit Princess Caca & Handsome Ryan, since their parents were working late, well they're going to buy Ferrari soon.... :P Caca wanted to watch cartoon movie, so I get her to pick which cartoon that she wanted. She picked, Peter Pan. Hey, it was my favorite childhood cartoon, and still my favorite until today! I didn't expect Caca to like such classic cartoon since they've been brought up with Monster Inc, Cars, Ratatouille, etc, you know, those kind of cartoons. To my surprise that they were so engrossed with the movie that they didn't realize am taking their photos. :) Am a pro paparazzi! 

I 'left' them with Peter Pan and went to the kitchen to do my chores. Later, when I was hanging my clothes, I heard somebody whimpering. It was Caca!! Engross la sangat! Meleset! Well semi-engross la. She managed to watch until Wendy and the Lost Boys caught by Capt Hook. Okay la tu. Anyways, I know Caca will go cranky if her Mummy is not home yet. So, I was trying to console her. Here's our conversation..

Mudd:  What's wrong, Caca?

Caca:     Where's Mummy, Auntie Mudd.

Mudd:   Owh, so sorry, she's still in the office. Mummy has lots of work to do, sayang.

Caca:     Why......?

(Auntie Mudd trying to handle this 'serious' situation in her own way)

Mudd: You like ballet, Caca?

Caca: Yes.......

Mudd: Then Mummy has to work. When she works she will get money. If she has money, she can pay for your ballet class.

(Caca didn't buy that answer and continue whimpering, Auntie Mudd tried again....)

Mudd:  What about books, you loves book right?

Caca: Yes......

Mudd: To buy books also need money. So Mummy & Daddy need to work to get money. Okay?

Caca: Then, I don't want book!

(TETT.. Mayday.. Mayday.......Adoi, be calm..be calm...I should be able to handle this!)

 Mudd: Okay, tell me what do you want. 

Caca: Can you change TV to my 'Junior'? (She meant, Astro 613-Disney Junior Channel)

Mudd: Owhhh........ erm.. cannn............

TV channel changed as requested and Caca back to normal. Haaahahahahahahaa....Moral of the story, sometimes, you don't have to be so complicated and no need for you to get kids to understand the real situation, because they won't understand. Kids will always be kids! 

Hmm, but sometimes Caca did talked like a grown up lady. She even said... "You know...." at the end of her conversation and when she did that, myself & Lisa will look at each other and make the 'wooooooooo' face :P

p/s: I love babysitting Caca & Ryan. I love Peter Pan! Hahaaa :)

Saya dah.....

Anda?

p/s: By the way, am AB+ :)