I'll Find Time.. but right now.....am....

  

super busy....!

Faces of MUDD

Hah... gelak ye.....Well, sapelah yang tak gelak kalau tengok my first photo ni........cause I'm also laughing at that photo..... Since tomorrow am turning 3o...Secret no more.. :P lets scan through all of these photos........ :) Are you ready.......

Form 5... Ish Ish...

Part 1 - UiTM. Adoi.....

On My convocation................

Early years in Mesiniaga..Passport Photo. Giler Happy! :P

 I think on my 27th birthday...

Mesiniaga Kick Off. Mula berjinak pakai make up..

 

Free Make Over at Bobbi Brown. Hmmm...

Photo for FPSO...

 

License Photo 

Erm... syok sendiri photo? :P

FPSO Emcee Me....

Recently @ Temerloh

At Yuna's previous showcase :)

First time trying that kind of tudung...

Misteri...Nusantaraaaaaaa...

Huhuhu......dah... cukup! Wait till you see my photo on my IC... Macam muka orang lapor diri khidmat negara.. :P I should have taken my photo on each of my birthday... Nevertheless, I really look forward to snap my own photo tomorrow :P As if got so much difference from today... Miaahhahaa..

Bye bye 20s... am joining the '30 carat gold' group.. starting tomorrow..... :)

Alhamdulillah.....

Tick Tock...Tick Tock...

Another Sad Story.......

For more details, please go to my sister's blog

Al-Fatihah to dear Adelia.. :( 

Setahun Sudah Berlalu...

This morning I woke up earlier than usual. Besides the sound of my table fan and my sinus sneezes, the  morning universe was completely in silent, a very peaceful surrounding. But enough to let me reminisce the memories that happened exactly a year ago...The day that have changed my life... our life - your parents, siblings, family, loved ones, friends and the list goes on. I remember everything from that day, down to the smallest details. The memories of that day will be the final images that float through my mind.........I remember the nights before that day. Its was our sleepless night, we were praying so hard, we were hoping for miracles.....I truly believe that only Allah knows the miracles behind that day. That morning, I was contemplating whether to go to the hospital or to go to work. As much as I had the unexplained bad feelings, but I washed it away by thinking that I must have been overreacting or worrying too much. However, the moment I recieved Yaya's text message, "Abang dah meninggal." That text message - short, shocking, stabbed me in my heart.  My worst nightmare :'( I can't feel my legs, I couldn't care less who was around me, watching me, consoling me... I cried like never before............*sigh* Suddenly, am back to reality, back to my room, back to the so called quiet universe......I felt pain in my chest which I realized that I've been holding my tears...I said to my self, NO. Not today, I have promised myself that I will not cry. How 'cenggeng' I am. Just not.. today...Well as long as Alif's parents or Nek Wan or Yaya or Budak Kecik or B....as long as they are not around..... I guess, I should be fine... Insyaallah..

It feels like yesterday, when you called me and broke that great news, "I just want to tell you babe, that am getting engaged next month." Immediately I turned furious,what to do, being me.. "WHATT, you're informing me over the phone?? And, it's next month and only now you're telling me? Nape tak bagitahu bulan February terus!" "See, I told you oso you marah, I didn't tell you oso you marah...." he complained. "So, dengan sape, budak Raja Muda ke? Budak sekysen 2? I kenal dia? Bila you nak bawak I jumpa dia?" Yeah, bertubi-tubi.. :P "No you don't know her, alah, nantilah I bawak dia jumpa you." I can't  recall how we ended up our conversation but it was really a great news indeed.  And guess what, you really 'bawak' me to meet up your fiancee during your funeral. I'm so sorry for your loss, B. :'( I know I shouldn't have said this but I regret that we used to be in the same office and we used to hang around, and yet I don't even have any single photo taken with you.... But I promised there's always be the best picture of you and me, in my mind... still...I envy them.......

Yaya

Budak kecik..

 B

 Faizul

 Lyana

Syazrul

But one thing for sure that all of us would have in common.....We miss you... very much.Words.....are never enough to express....how much... we have missed you.. Alif Abu Bakar... :'( Al-Fatihah for you my dear friend...

Drama Sebabak - Lunch 'Appointment'

Hmm.... I'm hungry.. but my lunch appointment is cancelled........without any notice... Am assuming it's cancelled since it's alrealy 1.37 pm.

Hmm...

Hmm...

Hmm......

First batch just came back from their lunch, "Eh, tak lunch?"

"Hmm....."

Hungry.. I cannot think the best answer right now!

Dem, second batch just came back..... "Aik, tak jadi keluar ke, kata ada lunch appointment." Serves me right, big mouth..

"Entahlah kak, tunggu dia call."

I don't know what to do so I pretend to ransack my drawer.... Owh, lucky me.. I forgot that I've bought this instant waffles!!!  Rakussssss......

Hmm.. For second thought, this waffle looks like my keyboard.... Well, yummy 'keyboard'! :)

*There's a fire starting in my heart*... (My ringtone) Huh, there's fire indeed!

"Am sorry, just done my meeting!! I will call you once am in front of your office and we go and grab some lunch, SORRY!!!!

:) Theee hee heee....*ssssssss* Fire sudah padam :P

Yayyyyy... let's lunch!!!!!OOps, it's 1.50 p.m! Lucky me, my boss allow me to go for half an hour....

ZASSSSSSSSS........

Mudd, Cenggeng!

Last Night, I've just finished reading 'A Walk To Remember' by Nicholas Spark. As if I don't know what's the ending! As if I don't know that Jamie is going to die! I've prepared myself. When I read the first few page the writer wrote, "First you will smile, and then you will cry - don't say you haven't been warned." I was like, Oh yeah? try me! Pfttttt....I criedddd!!!!! :'(

 Then my friend post this on her facebook wall........ I crieddd...

Then from the earlier advert video leads me to this one....... Cried tooo....!


 

 

Haihhhh............... Cenggeng Me~

Paham Tapi Pening

 

Meeting outcome.....

Hmm..

My Quote Today......

Sometimes I like to pick one of my inspirational/motivational/quote book like this one......

Then, I would randomly open to any lucky pages....

Ahah and my quotes of the day are....

Never enumerate what you are missing. Do count all that you have. You will see, in sum, that life has been magnificent to you. - Amado Nervo

God hears us when nothing responds. He is within us when we think we are alone. He calls us when we are abandoned. - St. Augustine

It does not matter how slowly you go, so long as you do not stop. - Confucius

There is no need to leave the room. It is enough to sit down at the table and listen. It is not even necessary to listen, just wait. You don't even have to wait, just learn to be silent. The word will offer itself to you liberally to be discovered. - Franz Kafka

A free man is by necessity insecure; a thinking man by necessity, uncertain. - Erich Fromm

I like all of my quotes!

And after that, I would normally pass this book and get my colleagues to open their quote of the day..I guess this is my fun way to read this kind of book rather than flipping through one by one? :) What an excuse! :P

Nǐ shì wǒ de péngyǒu ma?

To see whether a friend is a true friend is through the person's heart with your heart, not through another person's thought and that is what you thought...

I love this photo..so much! Thanks to MJ :)

Tak Paham

Aku tak paham...

Kau dah berkahwin tapi boleh rindu orang lain?

Aku tak paham...

Kau dah ada anak tapi boleh bermain mata dengan selamba?

Aku tak paham...

Pasangan kau pun macam merelakan semua ni?

Aku tak paham...

Atas dasar apakah perkahwinan kau ni?

Aku tak paham..

Kawan-kawan kau pun boleh subahat sekali?

Aku tak paham..

Kau akui dosa kau tapi kau tetap teruskan lagi?

Aku tak paham...

Aku pun boleh jadi bodoh 'terjun' sekali menyusahkan diri?

Aku tak paham 

Apehal aku nak rasa susah hati & menyibukkan diri?

Aku tak paham 

Kenapa aku sengaja tak paham?

Jangan buat tak paham yang aku nak kau paham yang aku dah cukup paham semua benda yang sebelum ni aku tak paham atau pura-pura tak nak paham...

PAHAM??

(Source of photo: Google Search)

Eh, berapa banyak paham, daaa....

Good News in 2012..

Alhamdulillah, You're engaged! Am happy for you, dear! What??? You want me to be the umbrella girl? Umbrella girl or dulang girl?? Hahaha... Anyways, be gentle with your mommy... Whatever it is, she loves you to bits!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!

The suffeRING?

I've been listening to FLY FM, 'Fix It-Rewind' segment this morning. It was a recorded call, not live show by the way. Okay, to cut it short, Fix It today was about a wife asking FLY FM's help to tell her husband to stop pursuing her back. The reason was, the husband slept with another woman and got that 'another' woman pregnant. Okay, since I didn't hear from the very beginning of the show, so I assumed, that for the past two months, the wife did tried to give the I-don't-want-you-anymore-and-please-back-off message to the husband. I bet the message didn't get across and so, she tried another alternative by joining this 'Fix It' thingy. Then, they called the husband and he said that it was not fair for Nadia (Fly FM DJ) to say that he had the one night stand and got the other woman pregnant, without knowing the reason behind it. Owh, is he trying to say that a husband can do one night stand if there's a solid reason?? Sounds bloody hell to me.. He was defending himself by saying that he has gone through hard times with his wife as all this while they were longing for a child. He said they've been seeing so many doctors and have been going to hospitals and yet, they still couldn't have any child. But he admitted that that one night stand was a big mistake but he is still going to keep the baby.... Herm... The DJs were as confused as I was, okay, the wife called FLY FM, as the husband cheated on the wife, he got another woman pregnant,  and he wants to keep the baby and at the same time he wants his wife back and forgive him and live happily ever after like nothing happened? Did I missed out anything?? From my point of view, the husband was indirectly, trying to say that the wife was the one whom having a fertility problem, you know, like "Hey, at least the lady I slept with got pregnant." Owh, by the way, the wife was on air and can hear all of her husband's conversation. There were some arguments and finally the wife asked him, "What if you are the one who's having problem and I slept with another man and got pregnant, can you accept that?" He didn't answer that question. But it came to conclusion that the husband chose the baby and will stop pursuing his wife, if that what she wants and would make her happy. More or less, the problem considered.. fixed.... Yeah.... that's what she wants at the first place, the reason she brought all this to the Radio station..... 

But am still................disagree at one point, why need to bring all this on air? My positive side of brain said, it can be a lesson to be told to others..or maybe that's the only way for the wife to fix that problem. Could be...



*sigh*  Complicated,  too many "maybes and what ifs" have been lining up in my head but I don't have to say it out loud I guess...

Marriage, I bet this is the 'suffeRING' part on top of wedding and engagement rings....

Put it this way, the future is a mystery. Same goes to marriage, it's the beginning of everything, there will always be challenges to be taken up be it with your husband, your parents, siblings, in laws, children, co-worker, neighbor, pets and the list goes on....Wah, as if am married la kan? Anyways, one thing for sure, there's no fairytale wedding in our entire universe, you know, the happily ever after thingy. We cannot expect thing is going to be smooth sailing all the way. When things are not according to what we want, what we have planned, and we fell, lets exaggerate a bit,  and we drenched in rain with mud all over.....Well, it's not the fall part that need to be questioned. What matters, is how you get up, bounce back, stand up, move on and never look back, or if you stubborn enough, like myself once,  you still want to look back, make sure you are strong enough to 'look back'. It's easy to say than to do it right? Have faith as everything is Allah's Qada' & Qadar. Insyaallah. 


Phewh, one radio segment leads to one serious entry? I shouldn't have listened to the radio then........ 

We Lunch We 'Karoks'

1. We went to Red Box

2. The whole department - more or less

3. During Lunch Hour

4. We had lunch

5. We sing on top of our lungs

7. I sang Mulanya Disini & Bila Resah.. Amboi nye.....

6. And back to work... thee hee....

 

 

Let's do it again....shall we.. oops..... 

Am Crazyyyy Overrr.......

...FRIDGE MAGNETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
warghhhh~~~

Ehem...,hihi.. crazy indeed.....am not too sure when it started...but it turned serious now..hahahah...Alah, baru je berkecimpung dalam bidang 'fridge magnet' ni..:P But actually, I used to be the key chain collector back then... Tak adelah banyak sangat sebenarnya and besides, am sharing my new hobby with Mrs. Lisa... Oh yaa.....she started it and it 'contagious'..Hahaha... Which means, not all fridge magnets below are mine...Hahahaha.. But am the one seems to be over-reacted here.... :P Well, over-reacting? So me... hahahaha.. Anyways, we've separated our fridge magnets to two 'segments'.. overseas and local...

 Overseas Fridge Magnet... :)

 

Recently received from my auntie :)

My favorite fridge magnet :)

 Local Fridge Magnet... :)

Ahah, and this one is my favorite.. I think...it's cute :)

Babe, next time we travel together and collect all of fridge magnet together ya :)  For the time being, we 'kirim' to those who travels a lot.. hahaha... 

Haih...Fridge magnet... fridge magnet.. okay dah..