Friday, April 30, 2010
Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Happening Penang!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Dear Ryan Iszkandar...
I cried the very moment your Mummy told me she was pregnant.
I cried again on the day she said it was a boy.
And again I cried when Mama called to inform that she heard you screaming.
I love you so much little Ryan Iszkandar.
I love you unconditionally.
I promise.
Love,
Auntie Mudd
p/s: Ryan, your Auntie Mudd is very de 'cenggeng' you know. ;p
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Welcome my lil Ryan....
Friday, April 23, 2010
when SENGAL turned SWEET..
Thursday, April 22, 2010
small + small + small = BIG ISSUES
Perfidious Promises
Supposedly, this week I should be meeting up with my very long lost friend who will be coming over for a week and this person promised to meet me up to hang-out with me no matter what! The last time I met this person was July last year. Heaven knows how much I want to meet up with this person! This person ' touched down' to KL last Monday and will be around until Friday. Taking the days for granted, I thought I can meet this person up any of the days. Anyhow, due to inevitable circumstances, the 'appointment' been postponed until today! I cannot lie to myself how frustrated I feel at this point of second! This person promised me already! Though at first I didn't put any high hopes but this person PROMISED ME! This person promise me from the start! I've bought this person some souvenirs as a token! Hey, that is not the big deal here. The part that this person has committed to MEET ME UP - that is the BIGGEST DEAL! Bak kata Isabella Swan from New Moon " It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest."Sigh.. Guess I have to wait for 'Eclipse' to meet this person up I guess. Pasrah..
In my company, my department with another department will be organizing a trip to Pulau Perhentian which I was supposedly will be going to join all of them. Originally their plan was to Melaka and the date that they've been proposing was clashing with most of my colleagues available time including myself! Then during our last and the only committee meeting, they've decided to postpone this trip to Wesak Day, and changed the location to Kota Kinabalu. Woohooo! It stirred my feelings to hear the location that we're going! However, after a couple of days, my colleague told me that she overheard the other committee spoken to each other that the location changed to Pulau Perhentian and they've decided to go on the days that am not available! Dumbfound. What's the point of forming a committee and yet you were deciding among yourselves!! The part that I was wrathful the most was when none of them, the so called committee members, communicate with me to inform that due to budgetary issues, they need to change the plan and unable to commit the trip on Wesak Day. Am not deaf for goodness sake - you may call me up at my extension. Am not even blind or illiterate - you are most welcome to send me an email! Yes, it's not my rezeki to go but have courtesy to inform me. If not as a friend, at least as a colleague. So called sisters, bull....
Pening Penang
Reason being for not being able to go to Pulau Perhentian? Well, I've been assigned to another Pulau - Pulau Pinang. My company is participating in a 'Career Fair' in PISA Stadium. As such, I have to coordinate this 2 Days event together with my Subang Jaya & Penang colleague. Everything went smooth, despite sakit hati with another Pulau trip. I've been trying to take everything positively. Guess all 'positive air' have been contaminated and turned negative somehow. It started with my Subang Jaya colleague unable to join due to her daughter been admitted to hospital. Indeed it was not her fault at all. She gave me quite ample time for me to make the necessary on changing the passenger's name for our flight. I called up "Now Everyone can Fly" to their new premium number which cost RM 1.95 per minute and trying to solve the issues. From noon until after office hour, I've been talking to their officers - Jacob, Max, Diego, John, Anna, Jeya and last but not least Rajes! What a hassle! I've been using my kesabaran tahap ke-8!! I don't give a damn of paying the penalty fees but what took you guys so long to just change the passenger's name and keep on putting me on hold for more than 15 minutes? Nevertheless, thank God that everything is settled! Warghhh.....
TICKETS oh TICKETS
Last two weeks I've received a letter from a training provider that they're giving out 5 complimentary tickets for this upcoming National Achievers Congress for my company. I've accepted their offers and started to look for potential participants to attend this event. So difficult to get their commitment, only 4 tickets taken. As I've emailed all of participants details to the respective training provider, he replied promising to post all tickets by last Monday. Today is already Thursday, and the event is tomorrow at 9.00 a.m. Though, yesterday I've emailed them. Again, they promised to rectify the issues. To-date, no news on the tickets. Tak sedap hati I sent them another email this morning, to get their updates. Guess what, they promised to give me a call back on the issues. I gave a call to the training provider and as expected, he promised to get his colleague to call me! Well, nobody call me!!! I assumed that all of the participants can just register their names upfront tomorrow at the registration counter. I'm assuming. Some of the participants was quite concerned on the registration procedure, care to give a call and I was telling them my assumption. From been calling up to nobody calling me up, I felt so tired and packed my stuff to get ready to go home. As I drove halfway slightly before taking the fly-over to Federal Highway, I received a call from the training provider telling me that none of the participants registered in their systems. After squabbling professionally and politely, I turned my car back to my office! After sending a few SMSes, emails and some callings.
Everything been sorted out! And it seems that the tickets was with one of the participants! They don't even have courtesy to give me a call or email me that they've sent the tickets to so and so. Warrgggghhh!
I feel like crying now, well I was crying just now Sigh. Am tired, so tired.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Mudd the Scattered Brain???
Taming the Scatter Brain By Lori Radun
Do you ever feel like you are going in a hundred different directions but not really going anywhere? Maybe you run upstairs to do something, only to forget what you were going to do. You start doing something else, and then abandon that project when you think of something else that needs to be done. Perhaps you're busy all day but have nothing to show for your busyness. This is what I call "The Scatter Brain Syndrome", or in layman's terms, lack of focus. hmm, maximum lack of focus I guess..
The Scatter Brain Syndrome happens to all of us, but fortunately there are some quick fixes to this challenge.
Have a Specific Plan for Each Day
Before you begin your day, know exactly what you want to accomplish and what's on your agenda. Pretend your day is over and ask yourself what you need to feel like you had a productive and focused day. What is most important to you for this particular day only?
Tula, on & off to write me "TO DO LIST.. "Asyik buat list je....tp buatnyer tak... haih..
Pick 3 or 4 Tasks/Activities from your "To Do" List
Many of us have a huge ongoing "to do" list we work from. We add tasks to it at a much faster rate than we delete them. Looking at a large list can be distracting and overwhelming; this will interfere with your ability to focus. Pick 3 or 4 tasks you would like to focus on for the day and write them on a separate piece of paper, on a white board, an index card, in your planner or some other place that is separate from your big list. Focus ONLY on those tasks for the day.
Aisemen, so the "TO DO LIST" need to be prioritized then. Cita-cita terlalu tinggi, konon nak siapkan semua sekali..haihh TAMAK....
Minimize Distractions
Everything and everyone is fighting for our attention. If you are trying to finish something, and the phone rings, don't answer it, unless it is an important phone call. If you can't screen your phone calls, learn to tell people you are in the middle of something and you'll call them back. Save television and internet surfing as rewards for completing the tasks you want to do. Use a timer to let small children know when you will be available to play, talk to them while you're finishing a task, or get them involved.
Aiyo, am in HR ma.. How to avoid picking up phones? TAK setuju..Hmm, no wonder IS dept freeze our Facebook & other entertainment website.. Sebabkan pekerja like myself la....wakakakakaka....
Stop Multi-tasking
You might be proud of the fact that you can multi-task; I know I was, but multi-tasking keeps your brain going in too many directions. Start and finish a task before you move on to the next one.
Herm......tapi banyak kejee....Ish bagi excuses lagi...But actually boleh je buat mcm tu...herm..
Take Breaks
I know; you probably think you don't have time to take breaks, but what if it made you more focused and productive? During your five to ten minute breaks, spend some time meditating and clearing your mind. Don't sit and think about all the things you need to do. Relax and let your mind rest.
Kita minum dulu!!! Or update blog ke...gagagaaa..(teetttt!after office hour please!)
Minimize Stress
Stress can create a scattered brain so you need to find ways to minimize it. The two best natural antidotes to stress are sleep and exercise. When you are tired, your coping mechanisms get weak. My doctor has always told me that exercise is the best natural antidepressant on the market.
Herm.. I do excercise.....futsal.. but lack of sleep.. Aisemen....!
Add Fish Oil to Your Diet
Adding Omega 3's to your diet has significant health benefits. Fish oil has long been considered by doctors around the world to be one of the most effective remedies for many health related issues, including depression, improving memory and concentration, as well as ADHD. You can read more about the benefits of fish oil on Dr. Barry Sears's website.
Aisemen, kalau take soya with Lecithin should be okay kan?
Keep an Accomplishment Journal
Sometimes it feels like we have The Scatter Brain Syndrome, when in reality, we've accomplished more than we think. At the end of your day, keep a journal of everything you did that day.
Journal...penat nak tulis..type je la.. ;p Or I just tick next to the "TO DO LIST, "and put ACCOMPLISHED.
A scatter brain does not mean you are doomed to a life of forgetfulness, lack of productivity or concentration. It probably means you're pretty normal, but you may need to try some new antidotes to The Scatter Brain Syndrome.
Chaiyok....I am beutiful.. no matter what they said........ ;p But yes... there's always room for improvement for me..
Copyright © 2008 Lori Radun, CEC
focus..focus...focus...smpai juling..gagagaa
Doaku Terjawab
Namun Dia memberi KEKURANGAN agar aku bijaksana
Aku minta KUASA agar aku dipuja sesama
Namun Dia memberi KELEMAHAN agar aku bergantung padaNya
Aku minta SEGALA SESUATU agar aku MENIKMATI KEHIDUPAN
Namun Dia memberi KEHIDUPAN agar aku MENIKMATI SEGALA SESUATU
Aku minta KESIHATAN agar aku MENGERJAKAN YANG LEBIH BESAR
Namun Dia memberi ANUGERAH agar aku MENGERJAKAN YANG LEBIH BAIK
Aku TAK SELALU memperoleh apa yang aku minta
Namun doaku SELALU TERJAWAB
p/s: I've received this email on 14th December 2006. Nevertheless, every time I read it, I feel so blessed & grateful..Alhamdulillah..
Saturday, April 17, 2010
From My Body with Love
Okay, okay...Let's go off to Acu's place to watch Man U vs Man C!!!!! Go Man U! Go Man U!! Too bad Acu is supporting Man C.. Tak habis-habis memuja 'si Pendek' a.k.a Carlos Teves...Okay Body, lets go home.....to Acu's...... How I wish I can sleeeeeppp for the rest of my weekend...to qada' back all of my energy...How I wish.....
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
need extra STRENGTH.....
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The Incomplete..
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia
Monday, April 12, 2010
Own Mind vs Own Flesh
~George Bernard Shaw~
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Okay Issues
p/s: Okay, what are the actual issues here? I’m okay or I am not okay?
We Reap What We Sow
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.
But
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.
My Breakfast today..YUMMY!
Just buy a box of salad (in K4, it cost RM4.29) , Gardenia Wholemeal Bread + Sapuan Kurang Lemak ;p
I made my breakfast this morning. Sanggup tu..hehe..Alaaa..simple pun...
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
M.A.D.ness Mudd..
Lepas je tampal poster ni, terus semua IM la, call la, SMS la.. wow.. baru jadi 'artis' peringkat office.. gagagagagaaaaa... Then today, they revealed the meaning of M.A.D to all of our staff. Yuslan tertouch up lelebeh la pulak my lips. It's a fake lipstick. I dah kata jangan buat ape2..Degil! Anyways, the 2nd teaser is for our online company portal. Beginilah rupanya...
Lepas aje they shoot the email, lagi parah, IM, email, SMS sambung jadi hotline. Asal bertembung dengan other staff kat lift or elsewhere, smua menggayakan 'aksi' diriku di dalam poster.Pergh, gilakk ahh..Sib baik tak boleh post dalam Youtube. Nanti jadi mcm iklan tu..TM eh?Ape ntah..Penat nak reply fan mails..Ghahahahaha.....
What a day!
p/s: Glamer sesaat!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Being Single - The 'touchy' Song
Tak ada yang menemani
Seperti malam-malam
Yang sudah-sudah
Hati ini selalu sepi
Tak ada yang menghiasi
Seperti cinta ini
Yang s’lalu pupus
Tuhan kirimkanlah aku
Kekasih yang baik hati
Yang mencintai aku
Apa adanya…
Mawar ini semakin layu
Tak ada yang memiliki
Seperti aku ini
Semakin pupus
Monday, April 5, 2010
NAC is just around the corner....
However, as for this year's NAC, sadly to inform that I'm unable to join, though I've bought the ticket! I'm going off to Penang for work-related trip. *Sigh* Should anyone wants to buy the ticket, do let me know. The ticket price is RM 410.00 (If you buy now, the price is RM 650.00). Too bad for me! Sob..Sob..Sob..
I'm not a very business minded person, but by attending this kind of event, it helps to expand myself on the business mindset, some motivational talks and perhaps business opportunity too? But frankly speaking, I was 'drowning' in some of their topics. Especially when they were talking about stocks, Bonn, etc. Tett..The number you've dialed is not available....
But I remembered the most interesting topic, that catches my attention was given by Emi Kiyosaki (Robert's sister and currently her name changed to Tenzin Kacho). She is now a Tibetan nun, involves in hospice work where she talks to people facing death. And she's totally different from her brother. She's a very soft spoken person. She mentioned on the 3 common regrets from a dying person. They are:
- Regret for not taking a leap/lead your life when you have the opportunity
- Regret that they didn’t forgive or love someone
- Regret that they didn’t speak out/communicate with others
p/s: I copied other quote which I found in somebody's post with regards to this common regrets.
It goes like this,
"And to add to this, over a conversation with a dear friend, she told me: When you die, it’s irrelevant to argue over where to put the table, who is right, who’s wrong.
"Someone asked me, are you afraid of dying? Of course everyone is afraid in one way or another. But my fear which is my biggest drive is this: ”I do not wish to realize when I die, that I had not lived. “"
Because, really, everything is irrelevant after you die.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Being Single - The Priceless Part
Dengan segera mandi-manda dan bersiap. Bersiap? Tapi tak tau nak pegi mana. Try hantar message to Mod asking her out for lunch. She had hers already. Tak tau nak buat ape. Apelagi bukak Facebook la. Suddenly, I saw my auntie commented on my yesterday's status. Reply punya reply, she invited me to come over to her house for a Tea. She asked me to buy some wholemeal bread & mineral water. Weww~ merempit sepantas kilat ke Gombak dengan jayanya! Thank god MRR2 gave me full cooperation. I arrived about half an hour later and my lovely auntie have boiled the eggs. Immediately he squashed the egg, add a little bit of pepper, spread some butter on the bread & done! Ready to be eaten! Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim! Ngapp...
Yummy! I ate 2 sets of the sandwiches! This egg sandwiches - to cover my breakfast, lunch & dinner. Siap tapau bawak balik the balance too. Lepastu pekena my coffee! Heaven! Though, my auntie said it was just a sandwich, but it was made by my loved ones, air tangan seorang auntie who really cares about you and who always there for you though not physically, erm... 'facebookally' ;p Well, since am her eldest niece who's still single, therefore, I received full attention from her. lalalalala~